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Chapter 57
When I first entered the apartment Rose was in shock of my new appearance and her words were ” are you trying to turn me into a lesbian?” That was the first time I laughed so hard after finding out that I had a bun in the oven.
Noel though said that I was b@ng@ble but I didn’t take him serious especially as he was naked as the day he was born. That dude seriously needed to learn about covering up
When they first heard about the pregnancy they both were in utter shock, looking back and forth at my covered belly and my face.
I remember squirming and feeling uncomfortable as I waited for them to atlas say a word. Maybe tell me how disappointed they were in me for being reckless but what came after surprised the heck out me.
They had brought me into a warm hug as Rose rubbed my belly soothingly, muttering that they’ll be here for me. Noel had his ear on my little bump asking why he couldn’t hear the baby. At that point Rose and I looked at him like he had mental issues. He probably had.
My heart warmed at their affection and I couldn’t ask for better friends. Well they were more like family and I was thankful that I met Rose that day when I was a freshman in college.
I had just left the supermarket and was on my back to the dorm when I knocked into her. We both were busy looking down at our phones to see each other approaching. We had laughed it out, talked for awhile and had instantly clicked.
We spent time together until she brought me to her apartment where I had met her brother. Noel made quite the first impression when I had caught him naked and eating a box of cereal. Rose was equally as embarrassed as me that day. But I got along with him pretty quickly and he became one of my close friends aswell.
After telling Rose and Noel about my predicament I decided to stay over.Even though they supported me they were a little upset with me for deciding to keep this from Asher. They didn’t think it was right.
I had woken up earlier than expected but that was because I needed to vomit. After I had spilled my guts out I had noticed that I had woken up Rose who was sleeping beside me when I had jumped out the bed and run to the bathroom.
She was beside me rubbing my back soothingly as I had wrenched in the already vomit filled toilet. Morning sickness wasn’t a great feeling
When I was done I decided to take a shower because I felt icky and smelled of vomit. Rose was kind enough to give me a towel and asked her brother to borrow me one of his huge hoodies to wear for school today.
I didn’t want anything to show off my little bump so I settled for wearing a hoodie. It’s the first day back after the break and I wasn’t looking forward to it. I would try to avoid Asher as much as possible.
He did come over last night to ask for my whereabouts but I told her to say I wasn’t there and she hadn’t seen me.
She felt guilty after seeing his dejected expression and had not talked to me for a few minutes because I forced her to tell Asher those words.
Today was only lectures so I didn’t have to go back to the dorm to get my books because I didn’t need them. I had pinned my hair away from my face and had pulled on one of Rose’s skinny jeans and had throw on Noel’s hoodie.
The dark blue jeans fit me snug and was a little bit tight in the hip area but it was the only thing that fitted me at the moment. All her other pants were too tight and I barely could pull them up to my thigh area.
Noel’s light green hoodie though was big enough to cover my tiny bump and even though it was not that noticeable it still made me feel self conscious. I slipped back my sneakers on and after telling them bye I walked to the campus.
The chilly morning air hit my face softly as I entered the school. I stopped dead in my tracks as all eyes were on me. They blocked the passing area and I looked around.
I started walking slowly when they parted ways to make me pass. A sickening feeling settled in the pit of my stomach as Sonia, Shelly and Rebecca stood in the middle of the way.
They were smiling too sweetly for my liking and I came to a halt when Shelly stepped forward to block my way. Everyone’s attention now was solely on the four of us.
” A little birdie told us that our little s|ut is expecting” I heard the hostility in her voice. She walked up to me and touched a strand of my hair. I sucked in a sharp breath at her words.
What does she mean?
She twirled the short tresses in her hand and brushed it away like it disgusted her.
“And look she gave herself a mom’s hair cut” She seethe. Sonia and Rebecca laughed at the back.
It finally settled in. They knew I was pregnant. But how could she know?
But my question was answered when Sonia stepped forward and dropped one of my test in front of me.
“You didn’t even hide it properly idiot” she smirked nastily
My eyes burned as they moisten with tears. I looked at the test on the tiled floor and let out a sob. Why did they have to do this in front of everyone. I cupped my stomach as a shield in a way to protect it and stepped back from Shelly.
Her eyes fell to my stomach and her features turned to resentment. Her lips turned into a snarl as she glared at my hand that was protecting my bump.
“Who in their right mind had the guts to even sleep with you and even impregnate someone like you?” She boomed.
Everyone laughed at her words as they made a mockery of me. I stood still, my feet felt like they were glued to the floor. But then everywhere became silent and I looked at who had scared them enough to stop them from laughing.
My body froze as I saw Asher looking at the test that was on the tiled floor. He walked towards us and picked it up slowly and examine it.
He lift his head up to give all of them an icy glare. It was as if he was ignoring me and it hurt even though I was being a hypocrite. He clenched the test in a hard grip as he faced Shelly.
“If you must know, I’m the one who got her pregnant” He boomed loud enough for everyone to hear.
They let out a shocked gasp as they whispered amongst each other and looked at Asher and I. Shelly glared at us both with hatred. Sonia though looked shocked and stepped back at his words.
“Why don’t every single one of you leave my girl alone and go and do something productive in you’ll pathetic lives.” He hissed and glared at the prying eyes.
Everyone scattered except Shelly who stayed back to glare at Asher and I. Her friends were no where to be seen and left a fuming Shelly.
“You actually got that girl pregnant Asher!” disdain dripping from her voice
He shrugged ” what can I say, she was too good to pull out “
Shelly’s eyes widen before she gave us one last glare and stomped off. Asher’s back was still so tense when he turned to face me. His free hand reached out to cup around my small hand that was placed on my stomach.
He finally looked at me ” that’s our baby in there?” He asked astonished
Chapter 58
His palms left a burning sensation on my hand that seeped through to warm my stomach. I was frozen in my spot as his blue eyes gaze into my own. It felt like the words were stuck in my throat so I settled for a nod when he got impatient.
“Why were you avoiding me baby?” He asked. But I didn’t answer him too afraid to see his reaction.
“When were you going to tell me?” He questioned. His eyes searched my guilty ones.
I looked down and gulped, I was too ashamed to tell him my plans. I lift my head to stare into his eyes hoping he’ll get the answer without me saying it aloud.
He detached his hands away from me like I burned him and raked his hand through his tossled hair. His now blazing eyes glared into my own.
“You were never going to tell me were you” he stated. My silence answered his question. His chest heaved up and down as his breathing quickened.
He walked towards the wall that was on the right and punched it ruthlessly. I jumped at the sound of his fist hitting the wall and ran towards him to stop him from hurting himself.
But he moved away from my touch as if I had burned him. My heart dropped at his actions and my eyes let out a few tears.
His breathing was erratic as he clenched his hands into a fist. I took a moment to study his rigid form. His knuckles looked raw and red from punching the wall.
The long sleeve red and black plaid button down shirt he wore hugged his muscular body perfectly, making them look more prominent.
His dark washed jeans fit snugly to his form making his nice firm round bottocks look really good. Damn my hormones
His head snapped towards mine making me stop my ogling instantly. His blue eyes darkened and he let out a harsh breath.
“What were you planning to do, run away and never look back? Because if that were your plan I’m sorry to burst your little bubble princess, but what made you think I would of let you go easily?” He snarled, his upper lip turned into a snarl as he stepped closer towards me and held my hand in a firm grip.
“I’m sorry Asher I just thought it would of been the best idea at the time, I wasn’t thinking straight and I know I can’t give you a better explanation..” I whispered but got caught off
“You damn right you can’t give me a better explanation, tell me Lily what made you come up with the idea to keep the pregnancy a secret from me?” he roared. His voice made me jump and I tried to take a step back but the death grip he had me in prevented me.
I looked at his shirt as I avoiding his cold stare. ” I was afraid that your parents wouldn’t approve and take my baby away from me” I mumbled barely a whisper
“I also thought that you wouldn’t want me anymore, you wouldn’t want us ” I continued and lift my head to look at his reaction. If anything his glare became more intense. He pulled me
incredibly close to his chest.
“If you weren’t avoiding me, you would have known that my parents and I are not on speaking terms, I chose you over them, I wanted to surprise you when you came back but look what I got instead” he said harshly and dropped me completely.
My eyes widen at his words. I became more guilty as his words sank in. He actually chose me over his parents and here I had chosen to keep the pregnancy away from him.
Before I can answer him the front doors of the school opened up. I turned around to see that it was Niall approaching.
He looked confused at the tension that was between Asher and I. When he stopped beside me his eye fell on the test Asher was gripping in his hand.
He turned towards me with a smile “so did you take the test, am I an uncle? ” excitement was clear in his voice
But before I could answer his question Asher voice spoke up ” wow he even knew about it before me huh” he grumbled and stared between the two of us with distate.
“Asher…” I started but he held his hand up to stop me
“Just don’t, I need space to think and it seems that lover boy over here needs an answer ” he gritted out and nudged his head to a very confused Niall.
He walked away and disappeared out the front door slamming it with force. My heart clenched at his behavior and tears flowed out my eyes. I sobbed as I stared at the door he disappeared out from hoping he would come back.
“Did I just cause a lovers spat?” Niall asked making me snap my heads towards him. I gave him a teary embarrassed smile
“It wasn’t your fault Niall, it was mine” I whispered
“What happened?” he asked and pulled me into a hug.
“I’m pregnant ” I whispered. He pulled back to stare at me and dropped b his gaze to my stomach. His mouth curved into a ecstatic smile. But turned into a frown when he noticed that I didn’t return the smile.
“What’s wrong aren’t you happy?” He asked confused
“I am, but when I found out I decided to keep it away from Asher, the only reason he found out was because Sonia found the test and brought it to Shelly who stopped me earlier to spread the news in front of everyone. That’s when he heard it” I mumbled averting my eyes to the wall Asher had previously punched.
“I’m disappointed that you kept it away from him Lily, the guy deserved to know before anyone, what you did to him was wrong on so many levels” he uttered
“Don’t you think I know that! I’m guilty already as it seem, please don’t judge me I wasn’t thinking and I regret even coming up with that plan” I cried
Niall sighed before letting out a silent curse” know wonder the guy was furious, he had every right to be”
“What do you think I should do?” I was desperate. I didn’t want to loose Asher, I knew that when I eventually saw him I would of told him at some point. Even if I had came up with that plan I wouldn’t have succeeded because just one look at him would have made me crumble to tell the truth.
” I suggest you give the guy some space Lily, he’s mad right now but he loves you too much to stay mad forever, he’ll come around eventually” Niall spoke
I sighed ” I hope so”
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