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Chapter 55
Today Niall and I are heading back to campus. It was really hard to say goodbye to Daisy , my mom and dad. During those past few days I’ve grown closer to them, it was like they were always around.
Daisy cried hysterically, nearly suffocating me as she squeezed me tightly. My dad had to pry her away from my body only for him to do the same thing.
I remember telling her that we’ll see each other in a few more months. That seemed to work because her loud crying toned down to quiet sniffles.
I didn’t fail to realize the sneaky glances she and Niall were giving each other and I withhold from teasing them. At that moment mom came up to us and handed a container of chocolate chip cookies.
Niall joked that he wouldn’t have time to eat one since I’ll confiscate all to myself. That had resulted to me giving him a glare and the silent treatment, and this leads to now the present moment.
“Aw Lily are you still mad at me?” Niall pouted. He turned his head towards me and gave me sad eyes before looking back at the road. In thirty minutes we should reach campus.
I glared at him before sighing. “Can we stop at the supermarket on the way?”
“Oh she speaks!” Niall laughed
“Okay okay we’ll stop on the way” he laughed when he saw the glare I was sending his way.
My mind was occupied with pregnancy thoughts and I can’t prolong it any longer. Those unnerving thoughts barely made me had a good nights rest those past few days.
It was about time I took the test to set my mind at ease. I can barely speak to Asher and I think he’s confused at my sudden coldness towards him.
Niall slowed down when the supermarket came in to view. Looking at it had my nerves racking and I prayed silently that I was doing the right thing. It’s better to know now than later
When the car came to a halt I fixed the loose tandrils that were flying out of my bun and pulled down the sweater I was wearing even though it was long enough and reached my hip area. The sweatpants I was wearing kept me warm from the air conditionerthat was blasting inside the car.
I looked like a bum wearing those clothes in that heat but I actually didn’t give a f*ck right now. I got out of the car and entered the supermarket and proceed to the ail I knew the pregnancy tests were.
My body stiffened when I had caught sight of them. I looked sideways to see if there had any prying eyes.
When I saw that there weren’t anyone I quickly reached out and grasp four of the pregnancy test that had writen on it that it was ninety nine percent accurate.
I swiftly walked to the cashier with my head down and placed the test on the counter. I noticed that my hand shook as I waited for the male teenager to bag them up.
He was giving me that judgmental look that had me anxious to get out of there. Thank god it was still early and the store was empty except for him and I.
He handed the bag over and gave me a disappointed shake of his head before putting his hand out to collect the money. I placed it roughly in his hand before walking out of the store. What right does he have to judge me?
I let out a shaky breath as I entered the car. Niall raised his brow at me before starting it up . I placed the bag near my foot but one of the pregnancy test tumbled out because of my shaky hands.
I quickly put it back in before Niall took sight of it. I gave him a side way glance only to see that he was already starring at me.
“Am I going to be an uncle?” He asked when his eyes focused back on the road. f*ck he saw it
“I..I don’t know” I shakily stuttered. All of a sudden my throat felt tight and I gulped down some of my saliva in hopes of soothing it.
“Well if you are, know that I’ll support you know matter what” he smiled
I let out a little laugh “thanks Niall”
He smiled before continuing driving to campus. The car was silent and I was thankful that he didn’t want to engage me in a conversation. I really needed peace and quiet.
When he reached my dorm I was reluctant to leave the car. I knew once I step foot in that room the first thing I’ll do is take that test.
So I gave Niall a little smile and reached back to take my duffle bag and opened it to place the bag of pregnancy test in. Don’t want a test slipping out again.
Once I zipped it up I gave Niall another nervous smile which he returned with an encouraging one, I stepped out the vehicle and waved him goodbye.
I tossed the duffle bag on the bed and opened it to take out the test. I let out a shaky breath before walking to the bathroom with the bag in hand.
I locked the door and went to grab a plastic cup from the small cabinet that was near the bathroom sink.
I was thankful Sonia wasn’t here, I really didn’t want her to know my business right now.
I took out all of the test and carefully read the instructions. I pulled down my sweatpants and panties and started urinating in the cup.
I took all four test and dipped them in before placing each one on the sink. I paced back and forth as I waited for it to show the results. My stomach knotted every time I would take a glance at it and see it blank.
Oh my god what will I do if I’m actually pregnant? Lily you just had to go and have s*x didn’t you. And worse you never thought about a condom or family planning pills. Ughh I’m such an idiot.
After I was done with my self pity I took the courage to observe the test. I didn’t know how I felt at the moment but my body numbed when I saw that all four test had two red prominent lines. f*ck
Chapter 56
All the test were positive, I was pregnant. I gripped my hair as I sat down on the cold floor. Endless sobs rocked my small body as I cried harshly. I was positive that someone could hear me a mile away.
I pulled and tugged at my short hair as a reassurance that this was actually happening, I wasn’t dreaming or hallucinating. The more it sank in the more I wailed loudly.
I moved my hands from my hair and placed them on my covered knees. My nails dug into my sensitive skin until it was unbearable.
I hoist myself up and grabbed the four empty boxes and threw them in the small bin that was placed at the right corner of the bathroom.
My vision was still blurred from crying hysterically but I could still make out the dark red lines on the test as i stared at them.
My breathing became uneven as I grasp one in my shaky hands and brought it up to eyes. I was actually pregnant.
I let it fall down on the counter with a loud clink. I looked at each one hoping that it had at least a tiny bit of mistake. It was useless really because those dark red lines were prominent and couldn’t be erased.
I let out a shaky breath and clasp all four test in my clay hands and walked out of the bathroom. I didn’t know what I was doing but my feet had a mind of it own, and before I knew it I had my phone in hand dialing Asher’s number.
“Lily baby?” Asher’s voice rang through the phone. Upon hearing his voice my throat clogged up and I hanged up on him. He called back but I refused to answer, I couldn’t speak to him right now
I walked up to the lengthy mirror and raised my sweater to expose my belly. I turned sideways and examined it. A tiny bump was visible and could be mistaken as fat. But I knew better, that was Asher’s and I baby growing in there.
I touched it tenderly and rubbed it. A warm smile lit up my face as I imagine the bump growing. I didn’t care what would happen at the moment all I cared about was keeping our little bean safe. I’m going to be a mom and Asher will be a dad.
Thinking about Asher dampen the mood and I sighed. I didn’t know if I would tell him. I mean I was terrified to see his reaction.
What if he rejects me and our baby? What if his parents take my baby away from me. My dad was the richest man in town but the Grey’s were the richest in the state. That means they had an upper hand in anything. They already hate me imagine if they found out I was pregnant with their grandchild.
So with those thoughts in mind I decided to not tell Asher. I was too petrified to see the outcome if I did. And that thought saddened me that our baby might not know his or her dad.
My heart clenched tightly as I thought of not being with Asher again. You’re doing it for the baby. But it didn’t feel right.
I sat on my bed after putting the tests in my bedside drawer underneath some colorful tissue papers. I reached out for my phone on the bedside table and dialed the only person I knew I could trust.
“Hey Lily when are you coming over?, Noel and I are at the apartment right now” Rose cheerful voice spoke
She and Noel were keeping in touch with me during the break. Apparently everything worked out between them and their parents and they left on a good note. I was happy for them.
” Rose I need your help” I sniffle. My throat felt dry and sore.
“Come over right now” she rushed out and hanged up. I nodded even though I knew that she couldn’t see me. I brushed my hair back and looked at the ceiling. Will she judge me?
I sighed and got up. I left my phone on the bed and walked out the door to head to their place. I left it there because I didn’t want to hear Asher calling me on it. I had decided that I’ll give him the cold shoulder even if I didn’t want to.
I knew that in a few months my belly would bulge out and I won’t be able to hide it any longer from him. That’s why I came to the conclusion that I’ll get a job and start taking classes online.
Hopefully I’ll be able to rent a cheap apartment so that Asher won’t know where I am. But knowing Asher he’ll find out sooner or later._
I walked in the room and stretched out my arms above my head. I yawned loudly as I kicked off my heels and walked further into the room.
Damn that Brad guy or is it Brandon really wore me out. He didn’t pull out either thank god he gave me money to buy the morning after pill.
I was walking to the bathroom with a bag that held the pills inside, when I caught sight of a familiar duffle bag placed on Lily’s bed. Guess that b!tch is back
I continued my walk to the bathroom already stripping off my clothes. I pulled out a plastic cup out of the cabinet and filled it with water from the sink.
I popped one of the pills in my mouth and gulped down the water. I took the empty packet and discarded it in the bin but something caught my eye. I walked closer to inspect the boxes I was familiar with.
It wasn’t I who bought all those boxes. I hadn’t had a pregnancy scare in awhile. It had to be Lily. But I didn’t even know that prude had even seen a d!ck fare less had s*x. What is this world coming to?
I picked up the boxes and looked in them to see if the test were inside. She wouldn’t throw them. So I dumped them back in the trash and walked out the bathroom stark naked.
I searched underneath her bed and her private stuff but didn’t find those damn test. Where can she hide those damn things.
I looked at her bed side drawer and walked towards it. I opened it and searched through her belongings when I finally caught sight of them. That dumbass didn’t even hide them properly
I smirked evilly when I saw the two prominent red lines. Not so innocent after all. I wonder who’s the guy who got her pregnant, wait till Shelly hears about this.
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