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Chapter 369
I promise your request The rain outside the window is getting smaller.
Lawrence Lu looked sideways at Siena Liang who was asleep, without blinking, his eyes were deep and complicated.
The words she said just now echoed in her mind over and over again.
The bitterness and emotion in my heart coexist, and I am extremely grateful, I am grateful that I am so unbearable and bad, there is a simple and stupid woman beside her who can make him feel like a warm sun.
He closed his eyes tightly until his eyes became sore, and blinked away the astringency in his eyes.
He moved his head closer to her, printed a light k!ss on her smooth forehead, smiled silently at her sleeping, and then gently turned over and got out of bed.
He quickly changed his clothes and walked to the door. Before closing the door, he turned his head and took a deep look at her before closing the door.
Some things should be settled properly.
Otherwise, he will be miserable, and she will be uneasy because of his impermanence.
The light in the room was a bit dim, and only a wall lamp beside the bed was turned on.
The lights were dim and dim.
Lu Xiaoran was awake of thirst, and his throat felt like a fire.
He lay on the bed and blinked, then stretched out his hand and squeezed his aching forehead, then frowned and sat up, wanting to drink the water on the bedside table.
As soon as his hand touched the water glass, saw a figure at the door.
Lu Xiaoran was startled for a moment before raising his head. Although he didn’t know how long the person had been standing there, he didn’t look surprised at all. He glanced at the person at the door with a faint expression on his face, and then he took a cup of water to drink.
“The water is cold, let’s add some warmer.” The person at the door opened his mouth, his voice did not fluctuate, but he walked over, took away the quilt from Lu Xiaoran’s hand, poured some cold water inside, and went to the water dispenser in the room. Some warmer was added, and then he walked back to the bed and handed the water glass back.
Although Lu Xiaoran had just hung the bottle, the burning had faded a little, but after all, he had just woke up and couldn’t exert much energy.
He was sitting on the bed, watching someone silently doing these things.
Staring at the cup being handed in front of him, Lu Xiaoran glanced at the person standing next to the bed again, took the cup and drank the water, “Why are you here, Axun?” His voice was hoarse and weak after illness. But there is no disapproval.
It seems that the things that were on the mountain a few hours ago do not exist at all.
“Come and see if you died or not.” Lu Xiaoran smiled, “You still didn’t die, you can go back.” Lawrence Lu frowned and walked to the bedside position against the wall, no matter where he is now or in the room. Whether the person is a sick person, he took a cigarette out of his pocket, bowed his head and lit it, and then began to inhale.
Lu Xiaoran stared at him for a while, and said, “Let’s leave after smoking. I’m going to rest.” “”Lawrence Lu was still ignorant. After taking two more sips, he opened his mouth softly and carried Certainly, “I agree to your request.” Before the smoke in his mouth could finish vomiting, when he was speaking, the smoke spewed out more and less according to the size of his lips, and he was handsome but depressed. ‘S face was lightly caged by those smoke, which didn’t look very real.
Lu Xiaoran was still ill and had just woke up, but his mind was still sober.
In just one second, he understood what Lawrence Lu was talking about.
He frowned tightly, his eyes narrowed, “Do you know what you are talking about?” Lawrence Lu threw the cigarette butt into the cup that Lu Xiaoran had just drunk, and stared at the cup for a while. He raised his head and looked at Lu Xiaoran who was looking aside, “I know.” Lu Xiaoran stunned, feeling a little shocked in his heart.
After Shao Qing, he recovered a little, and looked at Lawrence Lu closely, and then faintly curled the corners of his lips, “What? You really have a fever? When you were on the mountain just now, you didn’t say anything. Denied me? What is going on now?”
“”Lawrence Lu clenched his fists with both hands and tightened his lips.
Lu Xiaoran looked up at the wall clock on the opposite wall, “Did you go back to work in these few hours?” He laughed mockingly, “In order to make yourself feel better, you really took it out.” Lawrence Lu took a deep breath. In a tone, “Don’t think too much!” “”Lu Xiaoran did not speak, but asked what he meant with his eyes.
“You don’t want Lu’s, and I can’t force you. But I will never let her go.” Lawrence Lu looked at him, rolled his throat a few times with difficulty, and then continued, “So, the request you made. As long as you are happy, I promise you.” Lu Xiaoran was shocked, “What did you say?” Lawrence Lu smiled faintly, “Well, that’s what you heard.” Just now, he was lying on a little carrot By the side of the head, I thought a lot.
And the decision after thinking a lot is that he promised him.
Although it may be difficult to accept, it is also very disgusting and even painful.
But now, he has no other choice and no better retreat.
After so many years, he has been evading for so long, since both sides can’t let go, let him come to an end.
Even, he may find it difficult to accept.
“You” Lu Xiaoran’s lips trembled a few times, and smiled slightly, “Are you kidding?” When he was still on the mountain, he only mentioned two other than Lawrence Lu’s offer to him. Ask him to say that he is not willing to let Siena Liang out, then he?
Lawrence Lu shook his head, “No, I’m serious.” “” “Brother” Lawrence Lu gritted his teeth, “I used to be wrong, even if I explained to you back then, although I regretted it later, it still caused you harm. “These years, I know you have a hard time. In fact, I am not better than you. I am very guilty. I obviously stopped it. I don’t know what went wrong. I don’t know why it became like that. “Perhaps, you think I’m arguing, but I don’t.” After that, Lawrence Lu closed his eyes very uncomfortably, and said with a helpless smile, “But anyway, the cause is because of me. You. Blame me, it should be.”
“I know you are very painful and hard to accept, otherwise you wouldn’t have changed your temper all at once. I know today that you had thought of death.” His eye sockets were a bit sore, which made him appear a little bit when talking. Difficult, “It’s all my fault, and I also know that you didn’t let it go. In that case, so be it. As long as you are happy, I will take it back to you. But she, I mean it’s impossible to let go.” “You” Lu Xiaoran said lightly after a long while, “Are you sure you can accept it?”
Chapter 370
I am not your brother Lawrence Lu He answered with a sorrowful smile, “If I agree to your request, I hope that our past will be wiped out.” Then, they walked their own way, and never mentioned some of the past.
“”Lu Xiaoran didn’t speak, but after looking at Lawrence Lu, he lowered his eyes.
“Do you agree?” After hearing this, Lu Xiaoran raised his head and stared at him. He didn’t say whether it was good or bad. After a long while, he said softly, “Is there still smoke?” Lawrence Lu frowned. , Took out a cigarette and a lighter and handed it to him.
Lu Xiaoran actually didn’t smoke very much, and his illness was not healed, so he only took a puff and coughed violently.
However, he didn’t lose it. Even though it was choppy and spicy, and coughed twice from time to time, he still forced himself to finish smoking a whole cigarette.
Lawrence Lu watched from the side, and did not say anything to stop him. His heart was very suffering, but he waited patiently.
Throwing the cigarette butt in the water glass just now, Lu Xiaoran smiled and said, “Okay, I have finished smoking.” “”Lawrence Lu narrowed his eyes, not knowing why he suddenly said this inexplicably.
“Yeah.” Lu Xiaoran stared at the water cup and nodded, before raising his head to look at Lawrence Lu, “I took your cigarette, and I finished smoking. The past, let the past, like these smoke, disappear with the wind. “You” Lawrence Lu looked at Lu Xiao Ran in disbelief, as if trying to find out some elements of his joking from his face.
However, after he watched it for a long time, he still looked serious.
“What did you say? Forget it? Does that mean?” “Yes.” Lu Xiaoran nodded.
“Don’t you blame me? Just forget it?” He still didn’t believe it and didn’t dare to believe it.
Lu Xiaoran lifted his lips and smiled faintly, “Well, I’ve been weird, even hated, although I said I don’t blame you.” After that, he coughed a few times with a dry throat. “But I think, anyone who changes to my position, I’m afraid they can’t do it as nothing happened. After all, it’s a shame.” “” Lawrence Lu said with a wry smile, “I’m sorry.” “You said you want to make me feel better, so you are willing to do that or not,” Lu Xiaoran shook his head, “Axun, forget it, you can’t bear it. These years, I have suffered so much and have been treated for so long before I came out. , What did you step in again? Even if I really let you do that, will the things that used to be gone? So, forget it.” Lu Xiaoran coughed twice, and then said: “Xiaoyu also asked Ask me if I still hate or not. At that time, I couldn’t answer. I don’t think I hate anymore. After all, so long has passed. But whenever I face you, I always feel like It’s stuck with a thorn, which makes me uncomfortable. Therefore, I will always be unable to control myself and say that to you.” “But today” Lu Xiaoran sighed, “I really decided not to hate it anymore.” , Put everything down and start over. Today, I didn’t expect to meet Siena there.” Lawrence Lu heard him address someone like this, his thin lips pressed tightly, and there was no sound.
“If it weren’t for her, I wouldn’t know what I would do.” Lu Xiaoran smiled, with a faint appearance, “My dad, after so many years of expectation, today, I completely gave up. He is me. The closest person is no longer. Therefore, in this world, you, and uncle and aunt are my only relatives. I know better than anyone what uncle and uncle treat me. You call me Brother, so even if you really did something wrong, I still want to forgive you, because I am your brother.” Such simple words made Lawrence Lu’s heart feel sour and he couldn’t help crying.
Lu Xiaoran’s words continued, and it seemed that he hadn’t noticed Lawrence Lu’s strangeness, “The days pass by day by day, and there will always be a good day. Don’t always think about it, I really don’t intend to hate it anymore. That way. , I am also very tired.” He used to say that he did not hate, but he knew whether he hated it or not.
At that time, he would say that, but at that time, he didn’t even have the will to survive. He had lived and lived in his house for more than ten years. After thinking about it, he had paid the bills and said that he was his. Brother, he has to try to forgive if he made a mistake, because he is an elder brother, how can he hold grudges against his own brother?
So, let’s do it, he has survived the hardest and darkest years anyway, hasn’t he?
After a while, Lawrence Lu raised his hand and wiped the wetness on his face fiercely, unable to tell what it was like.
He was obviously here to take the blame and didn’t carry the cane. He intended to replace him with an iron rod and beat him severely, but it was ridiculous!
It’s really ridiculous.
He chose to forgive after all.
He felt relieved because of something in his heart, but contradictoryly felt that he was being pressed to death by something, which made him very uncomfortable.
After a long while, Lawrence Lu said in a relaxed manner: “I gave you a choice. You missed it. I won’t say anything like this again. Think about it.” “Yeah.” Lu Xiaoran sat tired, rely on it. On the bedside, “I know very well. Don’t think about it. If you don’t want to let go, I will keep thinking about those things. It is also a torture for me.” Lawrence Lu pondered for a moment and nodded. “Okay, I see.” “Axun, we are still brothers.” Lawrence Lu was slightly surprised, and his body shook heavily, and his eyes suddenly became sore even if his chest became tight.
With his tongue pressed heavily against his upper jaw, he tried his best to suppress any indescribable emotions. When he felt calmer, he smiled at Lu Xiao Ran and said with a heavy voice, “Brother, thank you!” Thank you for the large amount and thank you Forgive me, and thank you for admitting that my brother Lu Xiaoran, who used to be such a bast*rd, also smiled, “You promise me one thing too.” “Well, you say it.” Now, let alone one thing, that is One hundred pieces, he thought he would agree without hesitation.
“Siena” Lu Xiaoran looked at him, “Don’t let me miss her, okay?” Lawrence Lu frowned slightly and stared at Lu Xiaoran closely.
“Don’t worry, I don’t mean that to her.” He said, he also smiled, “Once, when I was in the most difficult time, she came with me, although it was only a two-sided bond, in a short time, I I can come out again because of her, although she doesn’t remember it anymore. So”
He paused, then asked softly, “Can you?”
Chapter 371
I’m proposing to you After last night , This night was Lu Xiaoran’s best sleep in so many years.
When he woke up, he felt much better, but he didn’t rush to get up. Instead, he lay there, looking sideways at the sky outside the window, and the corners of his lips were slightly hooked before looking back. Xiang now turned his back to someone who was fiddling with the bouquet, his eyes softened a little.
“Huh, are you awake?” Meng Ziyu finished her work and turned around. She didn’t think that Lu Xiaoran was already awake. She was startled at first, and then asked apologetically, “Did I wake you up? Lu Xiaoran shook his head gently, with a smile on his lips, “No.” The voice was rustling, very soft.
Meng Ziyu walked over, and the white long skirt on her body showed a beautiful range as she walked, light and beautiful, “Are you hungry? I made porridge for you.” She received a call from Lawrence Lu in the early morning. I knew he was sick.
Fortunately, the hotel’s room is home-like and has everything. She hurriedly made porridge before rushing over.
“No.” “Would you like to drink some water?” “Okay.” Meng Ziyu poured the water, tried the temperature again, and then put it down when he found it suitable, shaking the bed for him, “Come on, drink slowly. “As she said, she reached out and probed his forehead again, and then probed her own, and then said, “Well, the body temperature is normal. When I came, you fell asleep, I didn’t call you, then you The temperature is still a bit high.” Lu Xiaoran handed her a cup of water, “Isn’t it all right?” “You said you, why did you want to go to the mountain at that time? Don’t call me and say, you I couldn’t get through again, and I was so anxious.” “I just had a sudden thought at the time and wanted to take a look. After all, it has been so many years.” Meng Ziyu’s eyes darkened as he listened to his light voice. After a short while, she asked tentatively: “Have you seen your uncle?” “Yes.” “What did he say?” Lu Xiaoran chuckled, “Nothing.” He paused. The corners of the lips are wider, “I will not go again in the future.”
Meng Ziyu has known him for so many years, she knows what his family is like.
Now, listening to him say this, she only felt sad for a while.
She stared at him for a while, then sat sideways on the edge of the bed, stretched out her hand to put his hand outside the quilt, and shook it gently, “Well, that’s fine.” Lu Xiaoran lowered his eyes and looked at his hand. The pair of catkins on the table did not speak.
“You still have me, Xiao Ran, I will always be with you.” Lu Xiaoran raised his head and looked at Meng Ziyu, who was sincere, “I know, you have never given up on me all these years. But Xiaoyu, you can be with you again. How long will I be there?” Meng Ziyu was startled, and said anxiously, “Why do you say that? I will stay with you until the day we die.” Lu Xiaoran smiled softly, “But Don’t you still read Axun?” Meng Ziyu’s face changed slightly imperceptibly after hearing this, “Xiao Ran” “I know, I am indifferent, and I don’t care much about many people and things. I don’t care about you. Understand, you have such thoughts, it’s actually normal, because Axun was really good to you before. But you chose me, I am such a person, I can’t give you romance, and even treat you very often I don’t care much. When you came to me, I was actually very surprised and faintly happy. You make me feel that there is really someone in this world who has not given up on me and is kind to me.” Meng Ziyu heard something in his heart. Panic, and a little guilty, because of what he said, she really had such thoughts, “” “Axun is married, and you would not be possible. However, Xiaoyu, I still said that, if you think I can’t do what you expected, you can leave at any time. Because I may change, but it may always be the temperament I am now. I just don’t know if you can wait.” Meng Ziyu only felt a little flustered, and then A little uncomfortable, I’m afraid he will really blurt out to himself in the next second and say that he wants to break up.
But now, listening to him say this, she almost answered “I can!” Lu Xiaoran was stunned for a moment. Although it might be the answer he had guessed, it still surprised him. Just because of her unhesitating answer.
“I have been waiting for more than ten years, and I am finally with you. Isn’t this the best result of the waiting you gave me? Maybe I was a little confused before, and I went a little wrong, but you believe I, my heart that loves you has never changed.” Lu Xiaoran nodded, “Well, I understand.”
For more than ten years, a girl has liked him for more than ten years. How rare is it?
In the past ten years, he has almost never paid, almost always watching or getting it with cold eyes. It was supposed to be two people walking, but she was left alone.
Maybe as she just said, she might have crossed a little road at some point, but didn’t he also give that cross road?
Therefore, he is not qualified to say anything about her.
“The previous thing, you just treat me as having a fever. I and I really love.” “Let’s get married.” Before she could finish her words, he opened his mouth and looked at her eyes with gentle eyes. Water, like a deep spring, makes people want to indulge.
“What are you talking about?” Meng Ziyu’s eyes widened in disbelief, and the whole person was in a daze.
Lu Xiaoran smiled slightly, “I said, we’re getting married.” He held her hand backhand, “You have waited for me for so many years, you are the one who chased me, and you are the one who came to me. Now, I am the one who proposes marriage. Let’s talk.” He is tired, really tired after all these years.
He finally woke up and really wanted to let go of those pasts.
He wants to welcome a new life and life.
She has followed him for so long, how many more than ten years can a girl neglect?
He may not love her very much, he may only like her a little, but he can slowly work hard to be nice to her and build their small home with her.
“Maybe, maybe there are certain things that I still can’t adapt to, and I still need to consider my proposal if you don’t mind?” Meng Ziyu looked at him, biting his trembling lips tightly, tears Then it rolled down, and passed her face with a smile like a flower.
“You say it again” Her voice trembled a little, she was really afraid that she had auditory hallucinations.
She thought that this might be the case in her life, or she proposed it, but he said.
Lu Xiaoran sighed, but smiled and said again, “I am proposing to you! From now on, in my life, do you want to participate?” Meng Ziyu’s tears flowed more fiercely, but the smile on his face was contradictory. It’s a little deeper, she nodded heavily, “I’m willing!”
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