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Chapter 366
I have no strength. In the narrow space of the helicopter, the atmosphere is a bit strange and quiet.
Siena Liang wanted to say something, but seeing Lawrence Lu’s dark face, he dared not say anything.
Lu Xiaoran was sitting there with his eyes down and a faint smile on his lips.
Lawrence Lu put his arm around Siena Liang and stared at the open space in front of him, his thin lips pressed tightly.
He originally planned to ask Brian Zheng to borrow a few more helicopters so that he could split his way and find someone earlier.
But the other party said that the weather was too bad and he didn’t dare to take risks, but after thinking about friendship, he still borrowed one.
If it wasn’t like that, then it wouldn’t be obvious to be so annoyed now, but still had to squeeze here.
The helicopter was naturally fast, but it was only a few minutes away, but Lawrence Lu felt that it was as difficult as decades.
After finally reaching the foot of the mountain, Lawrence Lu and Siena Liang got into their car, while Lu Xiaoran took a helicopter to the hospital.
“Lawrence Lu…” Siena Liang said as soon as he got on the car, “Well…you just stayed with the wooden house for so long, what did you say?” She was on the plane, there was another eave blocking her, I didn’t know that they all did it. Something.
Lawrence Lu leaned over to fasten her seat belt, and said casually, “Nothing, he said he was dizzy, so he waited a little longer.” “Oh.” Siena Liang nodded, looked at him again, and hesitated. “Lawrence Lu, are you… angry?” “What am I doing when I am angry?” She thought for a while, and did not ask if he saw Lu Xiaoran’s hug.
Because she was just waiting for him to pick up Lu Xiaoran, she had watched it specially. From that position, she couldn’t see what they did under the eaves, so she was a little relieved.
And this matter, she would not mention it to him.
That hug, in her opinion, although not voluntary, it was pure.
But if Lawrence Lu knew it, it would be different.
She thought for a while, and then said, “Today…I’m making you mess again.”
“What did you say?” He naturally knew what she wanted to say, and shook his head slightly, “You are my wife, shouldn’t I come to pick you up?” “Sain’s matter…” She stared closely He said, “It just happens…I didn’t know that I would meet him there.” “Yeah. I know.” Lawrence Lu nodded, “He said he was visiting my uncle. Now that the rain is so heavy, let’s talk about it later. “He actually has a lot to say and wants to ask her.
But now he is in a bad mood and his mind is very confused.
Having just suppressed his emotions and said so much to her, he was almost reaching his limit.
The thing called the “heart”, at this time, seemed to be gripped tightly by something, swelling uncomfortably.
At this time, he was irritable, wanted to get angry, wanted to swear, and wanted to catch anyone and fight fiercely.
But… he can’t.
There is nothing wrong with her.
On Lu Xiaoran’s side, even if the request he made just now was weird and excessive, he rightfully refused it, but in his heart, it really didn’t feel good at all.
The rain was so heavy, but he drove the car very fast as if venting something.
As soon as he entered the house, Lawrence Lu quickly went upstairs, and Siena Liang quickly followed after seeing this.
But when she followed into the bedroom, he had already gone to the bathroom.
Siena Liang frowned slightly, only feeling that something was wrong with his emotions, but she didn’t know why.
And Lawrence Lu in the bathroom boiled the water to the maximum.
He stood under the lotus head, didn’t even take off his clothes, just stood there, resting one hand on the wall and covering his face with the other, completely depressed.
Siena Liang took a shower next door and saw Lawrence Lu still in the bathroom.
She waited for a while, but still didn’t see him coming out, feeling a little flustered, and rushed to pat the door: “Lawrence Lu?” She went to twist the doorknob and found that he was locked from inside.
“Lawrence Lu, you open the door!” She was anxious and increased her effort to pat the door. “Lawrence Lu, what’s the matter with you? Open the door!” But on the other side of the door, there was no other sound except the sound of water.
Siena Liang was so anxious that he turned around and wanted to get the spare key. As soon as he walked to the door of the room, the bathroom door opened.
She turned around with some surprise, but when she saw his appearance, she couldn’t help but froze.
Lawrence Lu was standing at the door of the bathroom, holding the doorknob in one hand, still wearing the same clothes just now.
Only now, the clothes and pants are all drenched, and the hair is also wet, dripping water down his cheeks.
His eyes were a little red, as if he had cried, and he was staring at her secretly at the moment.
Siena Liang was shocked.
Some time ago, he was naturally not in a good mood because of the heavenly stars, but it was because of sadness and heartache at that time.
But now, he didn’t speak, and his expression was a little weird. Just looking at her like that, she couldn’t tell what kind of emotion she was.
After she recovered, she ran towards him with her leg, and while running, she reproached and said, “Are you crazy?! You will catch a cold like this!” Wearing clothes to take a bath?
Don’t you know to take it off after washing?
Lawrence Lu still didn’t speak, just watched her running towards him, and then raised the corners of his lips gently.
“Take it off quickly!” She stood in front of him, frowning, and the volume was louder. “Do you know if you will catch a cold?” Lawrence Lu looked at her worried and anxious little appearance, with a smile on her lips. When he got older, he let go of the hand holding the doorknob, and said weakly and seemingly aggrieved: “I’m out of strength…” He was really tired, and the feeling of powerlessness in his heart made him painful. I want to die.
“…” Siena Liang listened and couldn’t help but look up at him.
Out of strength?
How tired is it that you can’t even take off a piece of clothing?
But, thinking that he was too busy recently because of various things, he came to her in the rain today.
Now, listening to his languid words, she felt bored.
Is it because of these things that he is so tired?
Siena Liang sighed and said, “I’ll take it off for you, or you should catch a cold.” After that, she raised her hand to unbutton his shirt.
“Yeah.” He nodded slightly.
In fact, she seldom did these things for him, even at certain times, it was himself.
But after all, it was someone who had gone through something. Although she was not very skilled, she was not too embarrassed.
Lawrence Lu looked down at her little hands, “Today…Lu Xiaoran saw my uncle?” Siena Liang paused when she unbuttoned her, thinking about those things on the mountain, she felt a little uncomfortable, “Yeah. . I accidentally knew that he was going there to find his father, and…” She continued her hand movement, “Saen, he… is actually very pitiful.”
Hearing this, he raised his eyes and stared at her face tightly. He gritted his teeth, “Lu Xiaoran… Did he… tell you anything?” ——
Chapter 367
“Say it.” Lawrence Lu frowned, his breathing suddenly became heavier, his hands clenched into fists unconsciously, his lips trembled slightly, “He… What did you say?” Siena Liang glanced at him, “That’s how he felt over the years.” As she said, she sighed softly, “I can’t think of it at all. People like him can count on having that kind of childhood. Now, even…had thought of committing suicide.” “…” Lawrence Lu was shocked and stared at her closely, “Then he… did he say that it was because of it?” Siena Liang shook his head, “No After listening, Lawrence Lu couldn’t help but breathe a sigh of relief.
“Do you know what happened?” Lawrence Lu’s eyes flashed, and he replied unnaturally: “It’s not very clear.” Siena Liang didn’t think much, “Oh -” “Wife…” He caught With her hand, her eyes moved from her hand to her face.
“What’s the matter?” Siena Liang also looked at him, “What are you doing holding me? Let go and undress.” She had just unbuttoned him.
Lawrence Lu pursed his lips, lowered his hand, and stood there numbly, letting her do it, “What do you think of Lu Xiaoran?” Siena Liang turned his wet clothes around and threw his wet clothes in the clothes basket beside him, listening to him When I asked, I answered as I thought: “It’s good, but… I have suffered too much.” She only needs to think of Lu Xiaoran’s dialogue with Wangyou in the wooden house, and what he said to herself Although he has only seen a few of his past, the pain and distress in his heart are still so obvious.
Although, he has survived, and she feels distressed, it is the abandoned little Lu Xiaoran.
“…” Lawrence Lu closed his eyes.
Siena Liang stood in front of him and looked at it awkwardly before raising his hand to untie his belt buckle.
“Although I don’t know why you want me to stay away from him, but… Maybe you don’t like to hear what I say, but I still want to say that he is your brother after all, and these years have not been good. Even I keep a distance from him, you…be nice to him. He is still ill now. If you have time, go and see…” Before he finished speaking, he suddenly reached out and took her hand. , The force is great, as if wanting to grasp something firmly.
Siena Liang was taken aback for a moment, “You…” “You are my wife!” He said almost eagerly and a little panicked.
“You…” Siena Liang smiled wryly, “What’s the matter with you?” He didn’t answer, but said: “No good to him! No!” His voice was actually not loud, but he did not answer. There is an unquestionable firmness.
Siena Liang is not Lawrence Lu, how can he know what his mood is at this time?
She only thinks that he is arrogant, a little unreasonable, and a little unreasonable. She frowned, “He is your brother, and it’s so difficult. I didn’t say I’m going to ask him too much, I just let you Much…Um…” His k!ss was a little bit cruel in the urgency, and the hand holding her head was terrifyingly powerful, “You are mine!” he said fiercely.
“Lu…” She was startled, because of his sudden behavior and his almost arrogant movements.
“You are mine!” he said eagerly again.
That sentence seemed to be said to her, but also seemed to be said to himself.
He was confirming and affirming that she belonged to him, he was alone, and stood in front of him right now.
In Siena Liang’s impression, he had never lost control in this way, and had never treated her in such a brutal manner.
Her lips hurt, her heart was flustered, and she was a little worried about him.
He…what the hell is going on?
“Lu…Lawrence Lu…” Because of his movements, her voice was a little vague, “You stop!” “…” But he was willing, as if his whole person had completely lost his reason. The idea is, grab her, hold her tight!
“You are mine, no matter how good others are, no matter how good they are to you, you can only be mine!” … They have not been so close for a long time.
Siena Liang only felt very painful, more painful than every time.
She refused to struggle, but in vain.
Lawrence Lu’s eyes were flushed, completely ignoring her struggle and resistance, only staring at her face closely, as if to carve her look deeply into his mind.
“Lawrence Lu…what the hell is going on with you?” Siena Liang tried his best to endure her discomfort, breaking his arm to look at his face.
Lawrence Lu didn’t answer, and he was even heavier than before. With each stroke, he tried to melt her into his own bones and blood.
“Lawrence Lu, you let me go, okay?” Siena Liang trembled, not wronged.
She was really scared and uncomfortable, but the most important thing was that she didn’t know why he was so strange.
His silent manner made people only feel scared.
“…” “Lawrence Lu, you stop, it hurts me a lot…” My heart is also painful and depressed, not only for her, but also for him.
“…” “Lawrence Lu…uuuu…” The tears that were crystal clear and tolerated for a long time, they flowed so uncontrollably, the teardrops reflected the light of the roof, glowing with grievances.
Lawrence Lu looked at the tears on her face, his heart shrank suddenly, and then he froze there.
He stared blankly at her helpless and pitiful because of his own bullying. After a few seconds, he seemed to have recovered from a certain state, his eyes were panicked and helpless. It’s like a kid who did something wrong unconsciously because of his own temper.
“Smack–” He raised his hand and slapped himself with a big ear scraper, as if to wake the bast*rd himself.
Siena Liang was taken aback by his actions, and even forgot to cry tears, so she looked at him blankly.
She opened her mouth and panicked, “Lawrence Lu?” Lawrence Lu closed his eyes tightly, and then trembled.
Shaking his hands to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, but before he touched her face, he met her dazed and horrified eyes, and he had no strength anymore, and dropped his hands slumpingly, and then turned over. Grabbing the quilt and covering the two of them, they lay on the bed.
He raised his hand and covered his eyes.
Siena Liang endured the discomfort somewhere, pulled the quilt to sit up, bit her lip lightly, and looked sideways at the very abnormal Lawrence Lu. After a while, she reached out and gently pushed him. “Lawrence Lu, what’s the matter with you…?” If it wasn’t for his appearance that she was familiar with, she would even think he was another person.
Lawrence Lu remained in that position. After a long while, he shook his head slightly, “No.” “Are you worried?” “…No.” Siena Liang wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes. Then why are you so weird?” Lawrence Lu rolled his throat in pain, and said bitterly, “My wife…I’m sorry.” Siena Liang was about to talk, and he heard him say quietly: “You…wouldn’t Do you think I’m bad?”
Chapter 368
Siena Liang looked at Lawrence Lu like that, and only felt that he was so helpless at this time.
Because of his actions at this time, she obviously couldn’t see his expression at this time, but she could still clearly feel his discomfort and pain.
Just like a person struggling in the swamp, looking for a ray of life, desperate and longing for redemption.
Her heart, as if being held tightly by something, was sore and aching.
“No.” As she said, she managed to endure the sourness in her heart, then smiled and said softly, “You are good, no one in this world is better than you.” If there is no such good him. , She still doesn’t know what kind of situation she is.
If there is no such good him, she might have lost the ability to love because of disappointment in life one way or another.
When Lawrence Lu heard the words, his hand on his face shook slightly, and then he smiled, “Is it? If I was as good as you said, then I just… I wouldn’t do that to you.” Nor would it be that way. To treat someone.
When he was still on the mountain, when he heard what Lu Xiaoran said, he was naturally dissatisfied and very angry.
But what can he do?
He can’t scold, nor fight, because… His life has changed drastically because of him, and he really owes him.
Hearing that Lu Xiaoran hadn’t told her about it, he was relieved temporarily.
But Lu Xiaoran came back, and this thing that he had deliberately forgotten, reminded him so clearly.
He was at a loss, and those guilt and self-blame once again lingered in his heart.
He was afraid… she would care too much about Lu Xiaoran because of his past, and she was also afraid that if one day she knew his evil, she would leave him without hesitation.
He only recognized his heart, and just got the love of his life, how could he want to lose it?
Therefore, when he heard her say those words, he was really panicked and confused, so he would be so ruthless to do such inferior things to her regardless of her wishes and feelings.
That… is for her to be strong.
But, ironic, not only did she not blame him, she even said he was a good person.
Good guy?
Is he a good person?
At this time, if she could scold him harshly, or slap him mercilessly, he might still feel better.
When he looked at her panicked deer with tears on her face, when she asked him what was wrong, he couldn’t say anything.
If she knew, she would be filled with contempt and disappointment for him, right?
Why, he obviously did something wrong, she, even him, still choose to forgive?
“You have something on your mind, I don’t blame you.” Although she was really flustered and scared at the time, she really didn’t blame him.
“…” Siena Liang quickly put on his clothes and moved closer to him.
After staring at him for a while, she tried to put her hand on his. Seeing that he didn’t mean to push her away, she wanted to pull his hand down.
However, Lawrence Lu tried a little bit, but she refused to let it. She sighed lightly and said, “Look at your face.” The slap he just gave herself was a bit cruel. She wanted to see how it went.
“It’s nothing,” he said softly, “I deserved it.” Siena Liang pursed his lips, the strength on his hands increased, and finally it was done.
“How are you…”
How long is this?
His face was red and swollen, and his eyes were… scary red.
If she hadn’t been here all the time, she would have thought that he just cried bitterly.
Before she finished speaking, she frowned and sighed, “Hey! I’ll get you an ice bag.” But before she got up, he pulled her tightly. He looked at her and smiled bitterly. He said: “Just here, just here with me, don’t go anywhere.” He was relieved when she was here.
“But your…” “It’s okay.” He shook his head, his hands were stronger, “You just stay with me.” As he said, he moved his position to get her closer.
When Siena Liang saw this, he stopped saying anything, and only agreed.
Lawrence Lu closed his eyes and said lightly: “If one day, when you find that I am not so good, all the good things you see and think of me are fake, will you…will you be disappointed in me?” Siena was stunned, “Why would you ask like this?” “Well, I just wanted to ask. Will it?” She pursed her lips, then moved her position slightly, gently hugging his head. He leaned over and pressed her face to his face again, and smiled softly, “No.” She didn’t know what was wrong with him, or why he was so abnormal and out of control, she hardly knew what to do to let him He is happy.
Then give him a hug, even if it might not work.
Lawrence Lu was slightly stiff because of her warm gestures, and then smiled lightly, with a deep self-deprecating meaning, “Really?” “Of course.” She replied affirmatively.
“Maybe… after you know how unbearable I am, maybe you won’t say that.” Siena Liang became a little stiff, stretched out his hand to rub his swollen cheek, “Neither.” Lawrence Lu smiled lightly. After a while, he wanted to say something, but Siena Liang stretched out his hand to cover his mouth, “Even if your past was bad, or even bad, you just need to change it, and that’s fine. Everyone has it. When you do something wrong, don’t you? Even if…others think you are still bad, but I think you are good, that’s fine. Your strengths and weaknesses, your good, your bad, all of these, plus Together, it is the Lawrence Lu I love. I love you, so you are the most unique and best person in the world.”
A painful and struggling heart, because of her words, it seemed to become warm all at once.
Lawrence Lu gently curled his lips and stretched out his hand to hug her, “Thank you, wife.” He increased the strength of his hand, “If one day, you really think I’m so bad and a$shole, you… Don’t let go of my hand, okay? It’s like I’m holding you now.” With such careful and begging words, Siena Liang felt sad.
He is Lawrence Lu, that arrogant and omnipotent Lawrence Lu would have such a helpless moment?
“Okay!” She nodded solemnly, “I promise you.” Lawrence Lu was satisfied, stretched out her hand, and raised her childishly in the air, “Pull the hook.” Siena Liang smiled, “Then you promise me too, in your mood. Get well soon.” She said that, after thinking about it, she asked again, “Can you… tell me what you are like today?”
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