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Chapter 357
Siena Liang looked at the pouring rain and asked, “What?” What she wants to say now is only about when she can go home.
Moreover, she also remembered that Lawrence Lu said that she wanted her to stay away from Lu Xiaoran. Although she didn’t know why he said that, she still wanted to know that since he had said it, if he knew that she was with Lu Xiaoran now. Waiting for the rain to stop together, I’m afraid I will be upset.
“You can say anything.”
“Oh.” Siena Liang replied, but didn’t really say anything, she was really not in the mood now.
Lu Xiaoran turned his head to look at Siena Liang with an anxious face, raised one corner of his mouth, and smiled lightly. His eyes were no longer as if he had just been talking to the monk in the room, and his eyes were full of pain.
“Do you believe in fate?” The gentle voice sounded in the rain.Siena Liang turned his head to look at Lu Xiaoran who was also staring at the rain curtain. After thinking about it, he said, “I believe it.” “Well, I believe it too.” Lu Xiaoran looked forward and smiled beautifully. .
Siena Liang smiled, was about to turn her head, and heard Lu Xiaoran say: “You said, a person, and another person, met and separated, and met again after many years. Every time, someone will get That person’s help, comfort him and encourage him, do you think it’s fate?”
“This… should be counted.” Siena Liang nodded, and after a moment, she blurted out, “You said that, are you? Have you ever met such a person?”
Lu Xiaoran smiled at the words and nodded, “Well, I met.” After speaking, he was silent for a while, and then said, “If it weren’t for her, maybe… there would be no me now.”
Siena Liang listened. Lu Xiaoran’s somewhat stunned words, although there were some doubts and wonders why such excellent Lu Xiaoran would say such things, but when he thought of what he had just said with the monk who was his father, she frowned, and then immediately Then he said: “Although I don’t know what happened to you, since you can meet such a person and you have achieved this kind of achievement now, that’s the best thing, isn’t it? That person helped you With the results, you also have the beautiful life you are now, which is very good.”
Lu Xiaoran listened, and was silent for a long time, then lightly mocked, “Is my current life…good?”
Siena Liang heard it. , could not help but glance behind the huts, and turn first smile barely looked desolate land, ridicule her for a moment, and then they look out Rubao rain, the pursed lips, “……”
this time , She knew, she shouldn’t say anything. She and Lu Xiaoran are just people who have only met three times this time, and they don’t know him well, so they are not qualified to say anything more.
Seeing her like this, Lu Xiaoran didn’t care. After a while, he said faintly: “You…must be surprised, right?”
Siena Liang was startled , and then he understood what he was referring to.
She thought for a while, looked at him inquisitively, and remembered the scene in the wooden house just now, she just asked, “Is that man really your father?”
She was really curious, why he His father came here to be a monk. Although she also knew that the monks had put aside the world and did not ask about world affairs, but according to the situation just now, it did not seem like it.
However, Lu Xiaoran’s pain and disappointment were obvious. What he looked like just now was like an abandoned child.
“Yeah.”
“Oh–” Siena Liang looked at Lu Xiao Ran’s dim expression, smiled awkwardly, and turned his head to look outside again.
“Well, he is my father, but he is not.”
Siena Liang heard a little inexplicably, “Huh?” What is his father, isn’t it? Could it be… he is not the real son of that monk?
While he was puzzled, he heard Lu Xiaoran say: “My father, he died when I was seven years old.” After that, he paused, and then said, “That person… that person in the house. , But just forget the worry monk.” At the end, he slowly let out his voice, seeming to be hateful, but the volume was a little soft, and he seemed to be talking about people and things that had nothing to do with him.
“…”
“He left me alone, no matter if I can eat and wear warm clothes, I just came here to be a monk so chic, and ridiculously gave himself such an elegant name-forget Worry. Heh!” He sneered lightly, “Worry forgotten?”
Although these words overturned her guess that he was not the monk’s son, Siena Liang was still a little shocked.
Lu Xiaoran said that he was only seven years old at the time. From this perspective, his father was in his thirties at the time, and he was still in his prime. Why did he suddenly come here to become a monk?
Moreover, what does it mean to leave him alone, whether he lives or die? Where is his mother?
“Then… even if he leaves, what about your mother?” I heard that he was told to see his father before, but he never mentioned his mother, “Is she… away?”
Lu Xiaoran After listening, he twitched the corners of his mouth. After a long while, he shook his head and sighed softly: “She? I don’t know if she is still there.”
“Huh?” What does this mean?
“She, ran away with someone.” After that, he chuckled, “Is it ironic?”
“…” Siena Liang
‘s eyes widened, looking at Lu Xiao Ran in shock, not knowing what to say.
“She… is also a painter.” Lu Xiaoran curled her lips. “It is said that those who are engaged in art are very popular. They are fluent and unruly. This description is not an exaggeration when applied to her. She and I…” Having said this, he paused and changed his title, “He Wangyou, love at first sight, the two got married only one day after they met, and later gave birth to me. She drew her paintings and Wangyou did his business. That’s not bad. But ah…”
“Later, when she went to sketch, she met a fisherman by the sea… She fell in love at first sight. So she left me, abandoned the worry of loving her, and walked happily. , Waved her sleeves, took away her paintings, and she moved her hands and feet, which had already become all the family properties she owned, leaving us only the house where she had lived for seven years.”
He seemed to A little moved, he coughed several times.
Siena Liang frowned and looked at Lu Xiaoran who said those words with a chuckle, feeling sad. How old was he then?
“Your father… is this because of this?” Siena Lian pointed to the wooden house behind him.
Lu desolate nodded, “Yes. Later, he went to see the woman, or a man his own back, depression dirty horrendous. He came back the next day and left without even saying goodbye to me.”
“I When I woke up, there was only me in such a big house. I looked for him everywhere, called him loudly, and answered me, it was just the echo from the house. I thought he was out shopping, and I sat at the door waiting for him , But I waited for one day and one night, and he still didn’t come back.”
“So, I became the trash they said to throw away.” Then, he turned his head and looked at her with a few in his eyes. Silk smiled, “Do you know that feeling?”
Chapter 358
Siena Liang smiled sourly and nodded and replied: “I know.”
She naturally knew this feeling. Although it may be a little different from his being abandoned, it’s all abandoned, isn’t it? ? However, the difference between them is: his parents are there, and she is not.
Suddenly one day, she was the only one left in this world. She had tasted it. It was very bitter. It was hard to swallow and painful like intestinal poison.
Lu Xiaoran sighed, “Hmm.”
“To be honest,” Lu Xiaoran leaned against the wall, tilting his head slightly, “I’m the only one, I don’t know how I survived these years. In this world , So many people, one more than one, one less than one, since they are destined to be abandoned, what did they give birth to, don’t you think?”
Siena Liang swayed a small child in his mind and hugged Sitting on her legs at the door, looking outside blankly, waiting for someone to return home, she felt terribly uncomfortable.
Once upon a time, she was like this too, thinking that she was just having a dream, and when she woke up, her parents would come back. As a result, I was really dreaming.
After a long time, Liang was shallow words with choked asked: “? What do you do …… later,” she thought, “is not there Luzhong Xun their home …… they should not do whatever you?.”
The elderly People are very good, and the family has a big business, he should not be ignored.
“Well, they took me back to their home.”
Siena Liang smiled softly after listening, “That’s also pretty good, at least…you won’t be alone again.”
At that time, after the parents left, the elder uncle and the eldest mother came to her house, and the spacious house was no longer the only one. Even if they didn’t care much about themselves for one reason or another, they were really better than themselves. Live alone, right?
“It’s pretty good, they are very good to me.” Lu Xiaoran smiled, but the smile was not deep.
Siena Liang knew that what he really wanted to say was that even if Lawrence Lu’s family is good, even if Lawrence Lu’s family treats him well, it is not his home after all, he is just a lonely child under the fence.
“What about you? So what?” he asked again, with a bit of concern.
“Me?” Siena Liang also leaned against the wall of the wooden house, looking at the rain curtain in front of him and shrugged, “It’s almost like you, my parents… also passed away a long time ago. I and I Uncle and they live together.”
Lu Xiaoran nodded, not surprised at all, and asked: “Siena Liang…” After that, he smiled, “Do you mind if I call you that way?”
She shook her head and said, “No.” Lu Xiaoran listened, and smiled a little, “How did you…how did you marry
Lawrence Lu?” Siena Liang only felt that Lu Xiaoran’s question was a bit strange, she didn’t realize it. ‘S lightly frowned.
Upon seeing this, Lu Xiaoran smiled apologetically, “I didn’t mean anything else, I’m just a little curious.”
“Maybe, as you just said, it’s fate, haha.” She sneered, and Not much to say.
Although she doesn’t know whether the relationship between Lawrence Lu and Lu Xiaoran’s brothers is good, it seems that Lawrence Lu did not tell Lu Xiaoran what they were getting married for.
She and Lawrence Lu were married. Although it seems that she was married to the right person now, the situation at that time… it’s better not to tell others.
Lu Xiaoran also smiled, nodded and said, “Yes, because of fate, two people can get together.”
“That…” Siena Liang didn’t say more about it anymore, staring sideways at Lu Xiao Ran and looking at Lu Xiao Ran. After all he didn’t control himself, he blurted out, “Since you used to live in Lawrence Lu
‘s house, then you and him , it should be a good relationship? “
this question, asked last night she had Luzhong Xun, but he did not answer her, one would not like to say, and said to her farther away from the land desolate …… aside land is desolate Not to mention the painter she admired very much, just from these few meetings, he gave people a very good impression, very gentle, and did not have any celebrity airs. Of course, except for what he had just lost control of his father in the wooden house.
She was really curious.
Lu Xiaoran looked at her with a smile, “Want to hear the truth or lies?”
Siena Liang replied without thinking, ” Of course it is the truth!” Lu Xiaoran raised an eyebrow, “I won’t tell you. “
Liang shallow lengleleng, a kind of feeling of being played out,” …… “
being depressed, but he could hear the faint spoke up,” okay. “
Liang shallow listening, though surprised to say no to tell Her people said it again, and they would say so. However, when she thought about what Lawrence Lu said last night, she felt even stranger, “That’s not so good?” No wonder Lawrence Lu would say that.
Did something happen between them?
Lu Xiaoran sighed, “At that time, because of those things, my personality became withdrawn and… a bit ridiculous. At that time, I was envious of A Xun’s ability to have a complete family, and envious of his parents. I just Think, if I snatch those things from him, it will be mine. Therefore, I have done a lot of naive things.”
Siena Liang thought for a while and asked, “That’s it? He doesn’t seem to be that way. A stingy person?” At least in her impression, Lawrence Lu is not such a person. Although he has a bad temper, his temperament is not small.
“My uncle and aunt are both very good people. They look at me like that, so they are more concerned about me, but they neglected A Xun. A Xun was naturally jealous, but he still made me think of ways. That makes me happier. But…” At this point, Lu Xiaoran paused, “The more I look at his dissatisfaction but still tolerate me, I feel very happy and a sense of accomplishment. Because of that, I felt that I was successful, so I changed my mind.”
“Later, I tore up his homework, broke his books, and always did something to make my uncle and aunt dissatisfied with him. My uncle and aunt always accused him, and my uncle sometimes beat him up. I saw him. I felt so happy in my heart.” After talking a lot, he coughed again. When he stopped coughing, he sighed, “He also denied it, but still the same result. In fact, how could uncle and aunt not know my tricks? It’s just…thinking that I have no father or mother. It’s uncomfortable.”
Siena Liang was shocked. At that time, Lu Xiaoran, what a young child, had such thoughts… But she couldn’t say a word of accusation.
“Then…you have been like this all these years?”
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Then you later Lu Xiaoran shook his head, “Of course not.
He was silent for a while, and then smiled bitterly: “Although Axun hates me, he still endures me, I know.
Only later, when I passed by my aunt’s bedroom, I heard her say to Axun: Axun, let your brother go. He felt uncomfortable.
You still have me and your father, and your brother has nothing left.
“There are some things, you know what they think is one thing, but it’s another thing to hear with your own ears.
At that time, when I heard this, I stood there for a long time, and then decided not to do those ridiculous things anymore, and also wanted to change back to the good relationship with Axun.
It’s just…” “He has a dog and he likes it very much.
But the dog didn’t know why, and suddenly died.
I was anxious to send someone to see if I could save it, but Axun came back…” “What then?
“Siena Liang couldn’t help asking. Lu Xiaoran curled her lips, “He naturally thought it was me, so he had a fight with me.”
Of course, in the end, my uncle beat him again.
That day, he shouted at me with a swollen nose and swollen nose, saying that Lu Xiaoran, you will get out of my house, and my house does not welcome you as rubbish.
“…” Siena Liang opened her mouth, but found that her mouth seemed to weigh a lot, and it was difficult to even say a word. “That day, I took advantage of Axun’s attention, holding the dead dog, and left. Got there.
At that time, I felt that even though I was still alive, I was actually dead like that dog.
A person wants, wants to fight, wants to get, but in the end I am the only one.
I just keep walking, don’t know where I should go or what to do.
“
“I don’t know how long I have been walking, or where I went. I was tired and hungry, so I found a place to sit down. Later, I met a little girl…” She laughed, with a soft smile, very beautiful, “Very beautiful little girl, she asked me, brother, why are you crying all the time? I didn’t say anything, she asked me again, it was your dog who died So are you sad? I kept crying, and she stayed with her. At the age of four or five, she did not say anything to comfort me at the age of four or five. She just stroked her chubby little hand on my head. Come, sit with me.” “Later, she accompany me to set up the dog and gave me a candy. She said that you are sad because your heart is bitter, and you don’t feel bitter if you eat some candy. “She is a small person, and she talks a lot about me. She wants me to go home, saying that my family will be worried, let me not be sad, and say that my mood will always be better…” He coughed again After a few moments, his voice was clear and faint, with a few traces of hoarseness after illness. Under the accompaniment of the sound of rain, it looked very nice and very cold.
“Is your illness still?” Siena Liang coughed from time to time when he saw him, “Your face is not very good.” Lu Xiaoran smiled and shook his head, “It’s okay.” Siena Liang nodded gently. After a long while, she spoke softly again: “What about you later? Did you get together? Or… still the same as before?” “That’s not true. Later, we got together.” Siena said a little bit. Head, couldn’t help saying: “That’s good, you guys are brothers.” Lu Xiaoran heard it, as if he remembered something, his originally smiling eyes dimmed in an instant.
He was silent for a long time before speaking indifferently. He only said what he said, but with a bit of coldness, he asked Siena Liang to the side: “Siena Liang, if… there is someone you value very much, suddenly one day What would you do if you did something bad to you?” Siena Liang looked at Lu Xiaoran suspiciously, not quite sure why he asked like that.
When he said this, she felt that he was referring to the misunderstanding between him and Lawrence Lu, but she also thought that he just said that he and Lawrence Lu were reconciled as before… “Who are you talking about?” She suppressed her heart. Panicked, “Could it be… what Lawrence Lu did to you, right?”
“Of course…” Lu Xiaoran stared at her closely for a while, then said slowly, “No. I just ask you, if you were treated like this, what would you do? Will you choose to forgive or forget? “Oh -” Siena Liang’s hanging heart finally relaxed, she was greatly relieved, and then said, “That’s what it is.” If it is too much, it shouldn’t be. .
“It’s a bad thing, maybe it’s something that changed your life and life.” Siena Liang was startled, “So serious?” After speaking, she looked straight at Lu Xiaoran who was still smiling faintly, “You ……” Lu Xiaoran smiled faintly, “It’s all over. Look, I’m not very good now?” Siena Liang frowned. She wanted to ask what he was referring to, but she knew it shouldn’t. ask.
“I even wanted to die, but I saw that little girl again before then.” Lu Xiaoran’s tone was light, but there was a slight smile on the corner of his lips, “I didn’t expect to meet her again that day. So many years have passed, but I recognized her at a glance, because she has a pair of very beautiful eyes that people can’t forget. She has a fever and is confused, but she seems to know that I am in a bad mood , She insisted on persuading me. She said that happiness is a day, and it is also a day to be unhappy. The days must pass day by day, and one day will get better.” “Later I went abroad and it was nine years after I left. Just… treat it as a relief.” That day, if he hadn’t met her again, he might have ended his unbearable life.
That day, she said, even if the whole world abandons you, you can’t abandon yourself.
On that day, she said, when you die, there is nothing left; if you only live, you will have new hope and your mood will always be better.
Siena Liang was shocked when she heard it, she had never expected Lu Xiaoran to have such a moment.
She wanted to persuade and relieve herself, but she felt wrong.
After a while, she said, “Anyway, you can come out and forget the past. This is a good thing.” Siena Liang smiled, remembering what happened at the gallery that day, and said, “Thank you too. You give me what she said to you.” Lu Xiaoran also smiled, covering his forehead with his hand and said: “You’re welcome. I also…thank her very much.” He said this, but he thought: I just sent those words back to her.
“That person should be Sister Xiaoyu, right?”
Lu Xiaoran was stunned for a moment and asked, “Do you think so?” Siena Liang thought for a while, and only said, “Didn’t you just say it? He said that she met and separated, then met again, and said she helped you a lot. Lu Xiaoran frowned slightly, coughed twice, and said nothing.
The rain seemed to be getting heavier, and it didn’t mean to stop at all.
The sky is already dark, although it is not too dark, but now even if the rain has stopped, it is difficult to get down the mountain.
Siena Liang looked back at Lu Xiaoran, and said anxiously: “The rain still keeps going, what can I do? You say me…” Before she could finish her words, Lu Xiaoran turned straight towards her– ”• “You…Hey! Lu Xiaoran! Thai En!”
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