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Chapter 342
Do You Regret “Xiao Ran, are you angry?” After leaving Luzhai and getting into the car, Meng Ziyu asked like this, with a little caution in his tone.
When I went back, it was Lu Xiaoran driving the car. He palmed the steering wheel and smiled faintly when he heard the words, “Why do you ask?” “I drove the car to Axun’s house without your consent…” , She turned her head to look at his handsome and fair face, and hesitated for a while before saying, “I just thought about your uncomfortable coughing. The Sydney water that Zhang Ma boiled works well, so she advocated without authorization.” “Yeah. Lu Xiaoran nodded, “I know you are doing me well, don’t think too much.”
Meng Ziyu glanced at him again, and said apologetically: “But I didn’t know Axun and the others would be there too, I’m sorry.” “What’s so sorry about that? It’s his home after all. It’s not surprising that he will be there. , Isn’t it?” He said calmly, his voice was cool and his tone was calm, as if he really didn’t mind.
Meng Ziyu smiled and said nothing.
As a result, the space suddenly became quiet.
There is no music playing in the car, the performance of the car is excellent, and the noise of the engine is so slight that it can be ignored.
“Xiaoyu.” After a while, Lu Xiaoran spoke softly.
Meng Ziyu was still thinking about something. He raised her head, “What?” “Do you regret it?” The voice was not loud, and she didn’t ask her clearly what she regretted, but Meng Ziyu was not stupid, and he understood immediately. What is it.
A panic flashed on her face for an instant, but she concealed the emotion very quickly, and she smiled, “Why would you ask that?” “Just ask.” “Regret.” What? I have everything now, and I am with you, so happy, what can I regret?” Lu Xiaoran still smiled lightly, “Really?” “When… Of course.” Lu Xiaoran curled her lips, but there was no smile in her eyes, “If you didn’t choose me back then, maybe it would be better than now. If you can go back to the past, would you still choose this way?” Will it?
Meng Ziyu stared at his knees and asked himself in his heart.
She, Lu Xiaoran, and Lawrence Lu, who were originally good friends or brothers together since childhood, gradually changed their feelings.
The three people who were supposed to be walking side by side turned into a weird circle without knowing it.
She chased Lu Xiaoran, while Lawrence Lu chased her.
At that time, she was originally quiet and indifferent, in order to follow her love, like all the girls who can’t love, she was sweet and secretly sad, but no matter when, she never thought about giving up.
Where is Lawrence Lu?
At that time, he was impulsive and reckless, and his temper was not good, because he already had Lu Xiaoran who was as graceful as a Yushu in his heart. How could she like Lawrence Lu like that?
However, in her own heart, she also enjoys and likes his kindness to herself.
At that time, she always had a perception that no matter when she turned around, he would always be behind her, as long as she wanted, as long as she wanted, he would give herself a hug and a handful of honey.
But ah, sometimes people are really dissatisfied and unsatisfied animals.
She rejected Lawrence Lu, who held herself in her palm, and still determined to pursue the cold and indifferent Lu Xiaoran.
Some people are only suitable for viewing from a distance; some love is not considered good if it is obtained.
Yes, she spent so much thought and finally got it, but apart from the day when she truly became his woman, she felt happiness and joy. Is she happy for the rest of the day?
she does not know.
If she didn’t come back with him, she thought, she could still persist, and firmly believed that one day, he would really see her well, even if it took a long time.
But she came back.
The little tail who once chased her and put her on the palm of her hand has run away from her direction at any time and has her own wife and life.
As a result, there was so much discomfort and sadness in the uncontrolled heart.
And when she saw her little tail favoring and caring for other girls, but coldly opposed to herself, especially when he said such unkind words to her for that girl, she Finally jealous, and…some regret.
Because, in contrast, she is so unhappy.
She hasn’t been back for long, but she has asked herself more than once: if she didn’t go her own way, if she didn’t leave, if she married her little tail, would she be like that girl? In love, feel happy?
The more I think about it, the more upset my heart becomes.
She raised her hand to adjust the hair in her ear, and almost blurted out: “Xiao Ran, how many years have I liked you? For more than ten years? How can you say such things casually?” Although, he asked. There are some things in her heart that she can’t admit.
Lu Xiaoran thought she wouldn’t say anything anymore, but now seeing her say it like that, he smiled faintly, shook his head and said, “Do you think I said it casually? No, no.” He was very slight. He sighed, “Look at the look in his eyes and the words you just said. Do you dare to say that you are totally ruthless to him? Let’s put it this way, whether it is him or not, even if it is another man, if you want to leave , I also bless you.” After listening, Meng Ziyu’s beautiful pupils shrank severely, and her heart became extremely flustered uncontrollably. She looked at the man beside her who had said that emotionless words in disbelief. Tremblingly asked: “You…what are you talking about, do you know?” Yes, she regretted and struggled, but that didn’t mean she was really willing to give up on him.
He was the man she had spent so many years and so much thought about. Even if he was not warm to her, he still felt unacceptable if she heard these words.
um, yes.
Sometimes people are so strange.
You envy other people’s lives, you also suffer from your own present, and even vulgarly think about certain assumptions, but even if you are already a little indifferent and disappointed… No, it should be said that even if you are completely indifferent and disappointed, those words , She should always be told.
But now she can clearly affirm that that possibility, even if there is, will not be now.
Although she was a little disappointed in his coldness, she still loved him from the bottom of her heart and wanted to be with him.
So, she panicked.
But at this time, she was panicked, wondering if her years of love did not return her as she expected, or…she went through thousands of sails and gained or lost that person, but in the end there was nothing?
Do not!
She cannot be such a poor creature!
Even if he doesn’t love, even if she loses the enthusiasm before, it is always good to catch her.
At least, it can be proved that her love for so many years is not her own passion.
Her heart was anxious and flustered, and her eyes were full of panic when she saw him, “Xiao Ran, why do you say that? Oh, I see, you still blame me, don’t you blame me? Blame me for driving to Luzhai today, even though you said you didn’t No blame! But if you are blamed, can you just scold me? Why do you say such a thing? Is it because you are in a bad mood when you see Axun and remember the past? “
Chapter 343
“Squeak–” The brake sound made by a tire rubbing against the ground was particularly harsh.
When the driver heard the sentence, the car that was originally not fast, slammed the steering wheel, ignoring whether there was a car behind, and slammed on the accelerator, then stopped the car on the side of the road.
Meng Ziyu yelled softly with the sudden huge impulse, was rushed heavily, and slammed back again.
Lu Xiaoran sat there steadily, looking at the dashboard in front of him, his face remained unchanged, but his lips were tightly drawn into a line.
He held the steering wheel tightly with his hands, his eyes were red with embarrassment.
His fair-skinned and good-looking hands were already showing blue veins at this time, showing how much force he used.
That strength, it seems to be grasped in the hand, not an ordinary steering wheel, but the neck of something, which I want to choke to death fiercely and vigorously.
Sometimes, you will deliberately close some of your own past, unwilling to touch it again, and hypnotize yourself. That is just a dream of yourself.
But if someone touches it, the fear and pain will really make you worse off than death.
Meng Ziyu’s heart was still beating fiercely, and after a while, she dared to turn her head to look at him.
Seeing his appearance, she couldn’t help but shudder, and her heart became more and more flustered, “Xiao…Xiao Ran…” She realized that she could hardly speak a complete sentence and her voice was broken. .
“…” Meng Ziyu bit his lip tightly, hesitated to stretch out a trembling hand, and put it on his hand.
But just as he covered it, he shook it away vigorously as if he had been electrocuted.
Meng Ziyu’s hand was slammed by him and hit the center console. She frowned with pain, but she did not dare to cry out.
After a while, she slowly withdrew her hand, “Xiao Ran, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t mention it, I just…” Just what?
Too excited?
Lu Xiaoran closed his eyes, and a slight ridicule came out of the corner of his mouth.
Meng Ziyu didn’t regret herself at this time. She clutched her hair depressed, “I’m sorry, I’m really sorry. I just didn’t want to, I didn’t expect…” Lu Xiaoran shook a fist, and then slowly let go, coldly. “I didn’t expect anything? I didn’t expect me to have such a big reaction?” “I didn’t mean that…”
“What does that mean?” The faint words seemed inattentive, but there was a mockery that could not be ignored. He looked at him lightly, “Even if I have this kind of reaction, isn’t it normal?” Although Meng Ziyu was uncomfortable and self-conscious Responsible, and also a little afraid of seeing him like this, indifferent, absolutely, and with cynical madness.
His appearance reminded her of him that year. He was so unlovable that it made her heart hurt.
However, she was so weak. She gritted her teeth and was about to speak, but she heard Lu Xiaoran quietly open her mouth: “Let’s go. Go back.” It was still that calm tone, as if those just out of control were out of control. It is an illusion of others.
Seeing him lighting the fire, Meng Ziyu grabbed his arm without thinking about it, “Xiao Ran, you…Although I didn’t mean to, but since it’s all about it, why don’t we talk frankly?” Lu Xiao Ran frowned, seeming to know what she wanted to say, and refused: “There is nothing to talk about, it’s all over.” “Since you all said it’s the past, why don’t you want to talk about it? You still can’t let it go, right? “Meng Ziyu took a deep breath, “I know, that thing is a scar that can’t be erased in your heart, and you have done a good job now. But, have you really forgotten, don’t you know better than others? If we don’t put it down completely, how can we live a good life?” His temperament is indifferent, she can understand and know everything.
But after that incident, although he didn’t seem to have changed much now, she knew it, he was like he was in an ice river, his whole body was cold.
But she had had enough of this cold, and she didn’t want to suffer it anymore.
Lu Xiaoran seemed to be interested, he raised his eyebrows and smiled, then turned off the fire, leaning back in the chair, looking at her in time, “Did I not forget? Am I not good now?” He said, he tugged. The corner of his lips, “Xiaoyu, what are you doing so excited? It almost made me think that you should be the one who cared about that.” “I didn’t!” Meng Ziyu replied without thinking about it.
“Oh -” Lu Xiaoran didn’t believe it, “Isn’t there?” “Xiao Ran, can you not say so yin and yang? What is wrong with me saying that? Yes! Maybe I’m talking about your pain, but Didn’t I apologize? You can’t face it. It’s not just you who suffer, but I also follow the suffering.” “Xiaoyu, there are some things that can’t be solved with an apology. If you feel pain, I will let you go. Just now I I have already said it.”
Meng Ziyu’s body trembled lightly, and she smiled back in anger, “Lu Xiaoran, what do you think of me?” She was smiling obviously, but tears still shed when she finished speaking.
He is really amazing, and it is really his style, so he can say such things easily.
“Do you think that I am the one who is guilty, and that I am going to chase you all the way, it has nothing to do with you?” She choked, but the sentence was clear, “I like everything you have, and I love everything, including You have been unbearable for more than ten years, and I have loved you for more than ten years. What do you want me to do?” In the past, only relying on my own enthusiasm and loneliness, I just wanted to follow and get.
But the facts made her feel desperate, but she was not reconciled, and her unwilling pursuit for many years became a ray of air.
With the affectionate and moving words, Lu Xiaoran didn’t feel the touch at all.
Love?
The love in her mouth is just being with him, and Xiao thinking about how Axun is good to her?
Is that love?
If so, then…but so!
He smiled coolly, a little self-deprecating and powerless.
After a long while, he took a deep breath with some difficulty, “Don’t cry.” Maybe, she changed her mind because of his lukewarmness, but as she just said, she always treats him like this. Ten years of feelings, even if he does not love her as much as she loves him.
Some things he said, but some things he couldn’t say.
Meng Ziyu cried more fiercely when he heard this sentence.
Lu Xiaoran had a headache, but still said faintly: “Xiaoyu, you know, there are some things, although they are in the past, but I don’t want to mention them anymore. Even if it’s you, I can’t. I walked out and became a new one. Me, although the process is difficult.” Meng Ziyu nodded, choked up and replied: “I know…just now, I was wrong.” Then, she raised her hand and wiped the wanton tears on her face, and hesitated to ask. Then…Do you still hate Axun?”
Chapter 344
The car left the main road of the Fourth Ring Road and went straight to the fifth ring road.
But that direction is not the direction home.
“Where are we going?” Siena Liang looked at the street view outside the window and couldn’t help asking aloud, “Didn’t you say something is wrong?” , He smiled, “Do you mind if I call you that?” Siena Liang shook his head, “No.” Lu Xiaoran listened, and smiled a little bigger, “How could you… marry Lawrence Lu? Yes?” Siena Liang only felt that Lu Xiaoran’s question was a little strange, and she frowned slightly unconsciously.
Upon seeing this, Lu Xiaoran smiled apologetically, “I didn’t mean anything else, I’m just a little curious.” “Maybe, as you just said, it’s fate, haha.” She sneered, and Not much to say.
Although she didn’t know whether the relationship between Lawrence Lu and Lu Xiaoran brothers was good, it seemed that Lawrence Lu did not tell Lu Xiaoran what they were getting married for.
She and Lawrence Lu were married. Although it seemed that she was married to the right person, the situation at that time… it’s better not to tell others.
Lu Xiaoran also smiled, nodded and said, “Yes, because of fate, two people can get together.” “That…” Siena Liang stopped talking about it, and stared at Lu Xiaoran. Without controlling herself, he blurted out, “Since you used to live at Lawrence Lu’s house, you and him should have a good relationship?” She asked Lawrence Lu about this question last night, but he didn’t answer her. He didn’t want to say more, and said that she should stay away from Lu Xiaoran… Leaving aside Lu Xiaoran as a painter she admired very much, it’s just that from the past few meetings, he gave a good impression. It’s very gentle, without any celebrity airs.
Of course, except for what he had just lost control of his father in the wooden house.
She was really curious.
Lu Xiaoran heard the words and looked at her with a smile, “Want to hear the truth or lies?” Siena Liang replied without thinking, “Of course it is the truth!” Lu Xiaoran raised his eyebrows, “I won’t tell you. Siena Liang was stunned, feeling as if he was being teased, “…” He was depressed, but he heard him calmly open his mouth, “It’s okay.” Siena Liang listened, although he was surprised and did not tell. Her people said it again, and they would say so.
However, when she thought about what Lawrence Lu said last night, she felt even stranger, “That’s not so good?” No wonder Lawrence Lu would say that.
Did something happen between them?
Lu Xiaoran sighed, “At that time, because of those things, my personality became withdrawn and… a bit ridiculous. At that time, I was envious of Axun’s ability to have a complete family, and envious of his parents. I just Think about it, if I snatch his things, it will belong to me. Therefore, I have done a lot of naive things.” Siena Liang thought for a while and asked: “That’s it? He doesn’t seem to be that way. A stingy person?” At least in her impression, Lawrence Lu is not such a person. Although he has a bad temper, his temperament is not small.
“My uncle and aunt are both very good people. They look at me like that, so they are more concerned about me, but they neglected Axun. Axun was naturally jealous, but he still made me think of ways. That makes me happier. But…” At this point, Lu Xiaoran paused, “The more I look at his dissatisfaction but still tolerate me, I feel very happy and a sense of accomplishment. Because of that, I thought I was successful, so I gotten harder.” “Later, I tore up his homework, broke his books, and always did something to make my uncle and aunt dissatisfied with him. My uncle and aunt always accused him, uncle. Sometimes I would beat him up, but my heart changed when I saw him.
I feel very happy.
After talking a lot, he coughed again. When he stopped coughing, he sighed, “He denied it too, but the same result.
Actually, how could uncle and aunt not know my tricks?
But it’s… thinking that I have no father or mother and feel uncomfortable.
“Siena Liang was shocked when she heard that, at that time, Lu Xiaoran, what an old child, had such thoughts… But she couldn’t say a word of accusation. “Then… All these years, you have been all the same.” Is it so?
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