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Chapter 1218
-Beloved wife Sheng Tianxing.
When she saw the words on the stele clearly, her eyes widened suddenly, and her heart suddenly felt like she had been pierced by something, the shield hurt.
Just because of where Solan Bai was standing, she didn’t see this thing. It was the moment he turned around to see something vaguely. When she saw it at this time, she didn’t know how to react. On the jade-white stele, there are only five characters, not even the signature, the characters are not neat, crooked, and there are no pictures on them. But it was such a simple stone monument that made her eye sockets
swell.
Is it hers? Well, it belongs to her, she is Sheng Tianxing.
If it weren’t for that stone tablet, who would know that it would be her final destination after “dead”?
Shabby but gorgeous. He circled her in this place, and the intention was that even though he hadn’t said anything, she knew everything.
It’s just that… the old man never responded to any of her expectations, even if she said her mind clearly, he still said calmly: Little girl film, in your head What are they pretending? Later, after they got drunk, she thought their relationship would go further, but he avoided her everywhere. There’s sad, but it can be more happy, because she finally became his woman, but also think there is
a special relationship after that, he felt even temporarily can not accept, but that is only a matter of time. I’ve waited so long, so why not wait? She thought a lot, but she never thought that she would have a child. She was happy to tell him the news, but what about him? How ugly his face was, how cold and unfeeling he was when he spoke, she still remembered
clearly after three years .
Doesn’t he dislike her? But what do these words mean? wife? Mean she?
It was too shocking, she couldn’t say anything, and at the same time she felt ridiculous. Why did she give her something that she couldn’t get until she was “dead”? Is it compensated for guilt?
“Didn’t you ask about the person I love? She is here.” After
a long while, Solan Bai’s low voice came from behind.
Her eyelashes trembled, and her heart was raised high from the moment he said the first word. As a result, when he spoke, she was a little confused for a while.
Isn’t it a showdown, isn’t it just who she is? He doesn’t know yet, is it? But what does he mean by calling her here again?
“Three years ago…” Solan Bai paused, looked up at her, then looked away, “She disappeared from my world, and didn’t even give me time to prepare.”
Solan Bai gently said. He curled his lips, his brows and eyes were helpless and bitter. “It’s there.” He pointed his finger at the edge of the cliff in front of him, and continued, “She jumped from there.”
Looking at that place, Sheng Tianxing’s heart shrank fiercely. At that time, she was full of grief and despair, but now she only knows the approximate location. But the mood at that time, maybe this life will be unforgettable. “It’s not that I haven’t visited her in the past three years. Especially at the beginning, I have used all the methods I can think of and the relationship I can trust, but she never came back. Then, I didn’t. I found it. If she is still
there, how could she not come back if she loves me so much?”
“…” Sheng Tianxing swallowed a handful of saliva, perhaps infected by his tone at the moment, but he was bitter but unable to speak.
“Hey!” He sighed lowly, “I met you later…there will be the rest.”
“You said I was mean, disregarded your wishes, I was selfish and ridiculous. But I had nothing to do. I… miss her too much.”
Sheng Tianxing stared at the stone tablet in front of him tightly, and did not dare to look at him at all, otherwise she was afraid that her expression at this time would betray her. “I admit, I am selfish. I came here today to see her, and suddenly realized how ridiculously wrong I was. You are obviously not her, but I force you to stay by my side, just because you and her grow up It looks like. Don’t say you’re not her
. Even if you’re really her, my approach is not advisable. I’m sorry for what happened before.”
Tian Xing clenched his fists and pinched his fingernails. He was making trouble unreasonably, but suddenly he became a little more flustered.
What does he mean by this? Her throat tightened a bit, and after a long while, she said in a deep voice, “I can’t imagine Mr. Bai is still a long-lasting person. But if the person you love is really no longer in this world, what you did , She can’t see
, Can’t feel it. If there is a god, she may still be angry, because you only care about yourself, so you have found a substitute like me. In fact, thinking about it, she is quite sad. Solan Bai frowned slightly, then laughed at himself again, “Yes, I think so too.” Fortunately, I was not too wrong, so now is the time to correct the mistake. You are not her, you should have your own world
. You are not her, even if you resemble her again, I will not fall in love with you, this is not fair to you. He smiled, “Today, maybe it is our last meeting.” If you are lucky, maybe in the future…” At this point, he paused again, and after a light cough, he said, “From tomorrow, you can
go. The best… is to go far away. Live your own life freely. As for your brother, don’t worry, I’ll let it go. He won’t have any trouble in the future, just take care of your life. “I made a mistake, and I always have to make some compensation.” At that time, whether you want to go to work or don’t want to go to work, the days to come will not be too tight. You…While you are still young, go and take a look at those places with good customs. As for…
” His throat rolled, “If you can, find a special place to live in. Don’t come back if you can. . “
He said these words, why are they so like…
Sheng Tianxing’s heartbeat is fast, regardless of what kind of expression he is now, turning his head to stare at him closely, “What do you mean? “
Solan Bai smiled, “It means that starting from tomorrow, you will be free. “
She still wanted to ask more questions, but she never dared to speak again, only the anxiety
in her heart got worse. After she explained what she wanted to say, Solan Bai also relaxed a lot. After this time, maybe this world will never again. there is a white called Su of the people there, but he can do has been done, he could go at ease. he just wants to love people can safely liking life, even if it is not
there for him.
he looked He smiled softly at her, “You have always wanted to leave, and now I really want to let you go. Why don’t you mean to be happy? “
Bai…” Sheng Tianxing bit her lip, “Did something happen to you?” He smiled comfortingly, “I am satisfied to hear you care about me.” Nothing, you don’t have to worry, just leave. But before you leave, can you agree to a request? “
Chapter 1219
When the first golden red of the sunrise broke through the sky, and when the entire sun was exposed, Solan Bai lightly sighed, then turned his head to Sheng Tianxing who was sitting next to him and said, “After watching the sunrise, let’s go. “
Sheng Tianxing’s heart beat, he didn’t look back at him or respond, just staring blankly at the rising sun.
Yes, the request he said last night was to accompany him to watch the sunrise.
I don’t know if the things he said before were too heavy, or if she hadn’t had such a peaceful and beautiful moment with him for a long time, she could have refused, but in the end she stayed.
After waiting for a few hours, they didn’t say a word, but the process did not seem boring and long. Especially after the middle of the night, she especially felt that time passed too fast, and even hoped that time could pass a little slower.
How ridiculous!
Solan Bai waited for a while before standing up, “Let’s go, I’ll let you go back.”
She knew that she would always go, and after nodding, she stood up and returned his clothes to him. “Your clothes.”
Solan Bai glanced at her, reached out and took it, but shook it open and put it on her body, “put it on, it’s still cold.”
Both of them walked all the way to the gate. Tacitly did not go too fast.
People were waiting at the door, and when they saw them coming, they opened the door before they reached the door.
“They will send you back. Then you can pack up and go. Don’t worry, those people I arranged will not embarrass you. You can just leave when the time comes. If you have a special place you want to go, you can Tell them that they will help you arrange.”
Sheng Tianxing pursed his lips and shook his head.
“That’s all right.” Solan Bai smiled and said to the person outside, “Send Miss He back.”
“Yes.”
Sheng Tianxing was choked, knowing that from then on, they would have very few opportunities to meet each other. Maybe, maybe never see again. Even if the things she heard about Solan Bai from Bai Junxi some time ago were true, she might not be able to come back because Bai Chongshan could not tolerate her.
She hesitated and hesitated, “Well, can I say a few words to you?” After that, she thought for a while, and added, “It shouldn’t take you too much time.”
Solan Bai nodded and walked toward the door. The person made a look.
When there were only two of them left, Sheng Tianxing pinched his palm secretly, but the complicated meaning in his heart still did not dissipate.
After he said those things last night, she was so surprised that she didn’t ask many questions.
Later, while sitting there waiting for the sunrise, although she did not speak, she thought a lot. Maybe she won’t meet again in the future, and she knows she shouldn’t ask, but at this separate stall, she really is…
“Do you have anything to say?”
“That…” she swallowed With a spit, “Are you going to marry Li Yucheng’s sister…?”
Solan Bai was taken aback , as if she didn’t expect her to think this way . Before he could speak, he listened to her and said again: “That’s why you… …” That’s why you can’t wait to drive me away, don’t you?
But the latter sentence, she really couldn’t say it.
“Mr. Bai, although you… Actually you are considered a good person, if you marry Miss Li, you should…should be pretty good. I wish you happiness and hope…” She raised her head and glanced at the corner ahead. The sight of three years ago flashed in her mind, and she withdrew her gaze, “We don’t want to see each other again.”
Solan Bai’s eyebrows wrinkled, his heart tightened, but he had to nod his head indifferently. Hmm.”
She obviously said something like this first, but when she really heard his answer, her heart still inevitably felt a bit astringent.
She sniffed, “Then…bye.” Three years ago, she was filled with despair and hatred, and didn’t say goodbye to him. This time, it did. However, the mood does not get better at all.
“Goodbye.”
Sheng Tianxing returned to Yuwan Garden. Aunt Fang was cleaning. As soon as she came back, she immediately stopped her work. “Miss He, are you back? Have you had breakfast? I do. It’s breakfast, if you don’t…” Before she could finish her words,
Sheng Tianxing said exhaustedly: “No, I’m not hungry.”
She was full of thoughts, how did she know that she was hungry?
“Did you eat with your husband?” As he said, Aunt Fang also smiled, “Miss He, I’ll just say that your husband is good to you. Yesterday I was asked to pick you up and…”
“Together again “Stayed all night”, she said that Sheng Tianxing was thin-skinned and did not say it.
“I persuaded you before. The young couple quarreled and had a temper, it would be fine for some time. You, don’t think too much. Anyway, I think your husband is good to you. Then, you guys The two will get married again, and when the time comes to have a child, the day will be fulfilled.”
“…” Sheng Tianxing’s heart became more bitter upon hearing this.
“Mr. is in his 30s, and he should like children very much. By the way, Miss He, you and Mr….” Aunt Fang hesitated, or asked, “Have you had children before?”
Sheng Tianxing For a moment, he looked up at the auntie.
Aunt Fang smiled, “Um…I just guessed it casually, and knew I shouldn’t ask. That’s…When I cleaned Mr.’s study today, I accidentally spilled water, I’m afraid the things in the drawer might get water. , I opened it. I saw that the things that the two kids would use are a bit old. But the snare drum is a little bit old, but it’s quite cute.”
Sheng Tianxing reacted for a while before he said: “ What snare drum?”
In the study, Sheng Tianxing looked at the little blue shoes and the little bear drum, and couldn’t tell what kind of mood he was now.
She bought both of these things in person. At the beginning, she surreptitiously went to buy, but with full of hope and sweetness. Because it was her and his child.
She thought he didn’t love her, and he didn’t even love that child, so she was so cruel at the beginning. She also thought that what he had shown during this period of time was nothing but guilt. He didn’t love him three years ago. Would he fall in love three years after she disappeared? Guilt can only show his guilty conscience, so she doesn’t appreciate it.
But now?
If he really doesn’t love and really doesn’t care a little bit, then what is going on with these two things?
The shoes are old and a bit dirty, but they never seem to have been washed. And that snare drum, there are a lot of black dirty things in the gap, and it seems that it has never been washed. Some of the paint on it was worn off, as if someone had held it and looked at it many, many times in the dead of night.
Is he really that unfeeling? It seems not.
But now, what can she do?
Chapter 1220
“Uncle!” Jia Shu ran over with short legs, with a happy expression, “Did you come to see me?”
Solan Bai smiled lightly, “Yeah.”
Jia Shu put a smile away, and said seriously: “But uncle, next time you come, you can come at noon and night. I am in class now.”
“Are you angry?”
“No.” Jiashu shook his head, “I am very happy, and it is also time for class. I just want to With you coming now, I can’t play with you for a long time.”
Solan Bai touched his hair, “good.”
“But uncle, why do you say you don’t want me to give to my uncle and Grandma Liu says you come to see me? You said that that day.”
Looking at Jiashu’s face,
he was puzzled, “Because…” He didn’t know what to say for a while, Jiashu waited for a while, “Uncle, just forget if you can’t answer, I will keep a secret. You. Say, that’s a secret that can’t be told.”
Solan Bai smiled softly, “Yeah.”
“Uncle, you do n’t like talking anymore, are you unhappy?” The
housekeeper tilted his head. Asked him, Solan Bai felt innocent and innocent, and felt melancholy and sour for a while. This is his son, but he is very sensible at a young age. He has never been with him. When he knew his existence, he clearly wanted to have him and give him a good life and company, but he was powerless.
Maybe someone like him really doesn’t deserve happiness?
“Well, there is a little thing. Uncle hasn’t found a good solution yet, so he’s not very happy.”
He looked at Jiashu and estimated the time he should go to class in his heart. He only hesitated for a second and said: “Jiashu, uncle is a bit unhappy, can you… hug uncle? Hmm… like we are good friends?”
As soon as the words were spoken, he felt even more sad.
He wanted to hug his son, but he still had to panic like this.
However, Jiashu may be following that girl soon, and the chance to meet in the future may…
Jiashu is just a child, and the other person is his favorite uncle. He opened his arms without hesitation. . Because Solan Bai was squatting in front of him at the moment, he wrapped his arms around Solan Bai’s neck easily.
After a few seconds, he felt that this did not seem to be a good comfort to others, and then raised his hand and gently patted Solan Bai’s back.
His hands are small and his strength is not great, but Solan Bai’s heart is completely soft.
Solan Bai’s eyes became hot, and he reached out and hugged Jiashu tightly in his arms. He put his head on the neck of the tree at home, full of nostalgia. If he can, he just wants not to let go for the rest of his life. If he can, he can exchange everything he can.
“In the future, listen to what Mom said. If one day, you have a new…Dad…Don’t forget your uncle.”
Aunt Fang went to buy vegetables on time as usual.
Sheng Tianxing was packing things at home alone.
Yes, she still decided to leave.
She has been here for so long, and today is the first time she has gone to his study. When she saw the two things, she somewhat believed what Bai Junxi and Fan Yunmin said at the time.
He is affectionate to her and may also really care about the child. But now…
heh-
what if he has her in his heart? What if she didn’t forget him? Bai Chongshan would not tolerate her, and he…
He may soon marry Li Yucheng’s sister. She asked him when he was just by the river, and he didn’t deny it, so there should be nothing wrong. When he married another woman, Li Anzhi would know her existence sooner or later, how could she be able to tolerate her?
By then, he will have a bad life, and she doesn’t want him to have a bad life. Besides, she didn’t allow herself to be such a role. There are many things in this world that can’t be explained clearly based on who you are in love with. Especially emotionally, the one who can enter the marriage is the winner, and the one who does not enter the marriage, even if you love that person again, you will lose.
Some things are probably clear, she suddenly felt like a walker who had walked a long, long way, and suddenly felt tired.
Even if he was the cruel person she thought, she didn’t want to hate him, because it was so tired. He… Even if he loves her deeply, she can’t respond. That being the case, why not just leave when he is not aware of the existence of the family tree? In this case, at least she can still live with the family tree. Otherwise, she was afraid that he would not even give her the family tree.
During this period, he bought her not too few things, but she didn’t ask for anything, so she just packed up some of her own things. A simple bag, not heavy.
She carried her luggage and looked around the bedroom, feeling sad, but finally turned her head and walked out.
As soon as I got out of the bedroom, I saw a man sitting in the living room, in a suit and leather shoes, with some paper bags in front of him.
Seeing her coming out, the man stood up and said, “Miss He.” He had no doubts, and he shouted for sure.
“Excuse
me …” “Miss He, please sit down. I came here as Mr. Bai said. Here are some things that need to be given to you.” After
hesitating for a while, Sheng Tianxing walked over and sat on the sofa without speaking first. , Only quietly waiting for that person’s following.
The man took a bank card and put it on the coffee table, and then pushed it towards Sheng Tianxing, “This is for you, Mr. Bai. The specific amount, Miss He, will be clear when you check it.”
Sheng Tianxing couldn’t help but frowned and wanted to laugh a little. He really did what he said. Is he going to give her money to make her live a carefree life in the future?
But…
she pushed Ka back, “Please go back and tell Mr. Bai, I don’t need it.”
The person seemed to know that she would be like this a long time ago, and only said: “Miss He, Mr. Bai said, you don’t need it, if If you insist on not, then he may change his mind to let you stay here.”
Sheng Tianxing frowned, afraid there is no such person in this world, right? Want to give her freedom and return her money? But she was not happy at all.
Seeing that she didn’t speak any more, the person pushed the bag of documents in front of her again, “Miss He, this is some real estate of President Bai, not in City A, but the geographical location and environment are good. According to the current market value, the appreciation rate They are all very high. Mr. Bai said, when you come…”
“What else did you Mr. Bai say?” She tried to suppress the panic in her heart, and interrupted the person with her voice, “I don’t want much, just Want to leave here. What is he doing for me with these things? Even if it’s compensation, it’s too much!”
She glanced at the dozen or so paper bags on the coffee table… How
much money he had three years ago, she probably knew. After three years of parting, she couldn’t figure it out, but with the bank card and these properties, what did he want to do?
If he was aware of her true identity, according to his performance in the past two days and the two things on the riverside and in the study, he could not let her go. If he didn’t notice it, he treated a stranger like this…isn’t it too strange?
…It was as if he had given everything he could, and let her go again as if he had awakened. If you put it on someone else, you might still feel lucky, but she is not someone else. His actions will only make her feel uneasy.
“Sorry, I can’t ask for it, nor dare to ask for it.”
“Miss He, President Bai asked me to bring you a few words…”
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