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Chapter 1522
If you are important enough to him.
Maybe he won’t catch up to send Jessica. After all, she had a big belly at the time, so she was not afraid of what would happen to her?
Marry Jiang knew that it was she herself who was arguing.
There have been so many things before, Marry Jiang can not care, don’t care, and even proactively tell Phillip that he will wait for her.
But this time, she really couldn’t lie to herself.
She didn’t want to lie to herself anymore, so she generously admitted the fact that Phillip didn’t like her.
People, self-deception is too long, so you have to wake up, right?
Thinking of this, Marry Jiang smiled self-deprecatingly, and said softly: “I know you don’t have anything, so you don’t need to explain too much to me.”
Especially at this time when she had just given birth, she felt so tired and wanted to close her eyes, not thinking about anything, not listening.
Phillip saw her tired look, and he also knew that he shouldn’t mention this at this time.
But he was so panic, he always felt that if he didn’t say something, he would lose something.
Therefore, he must speak up.
“Marry, I actually talked about this the night I came back, but you were asleep at the time, so you didn’t hear it.”
Hearing, Marry Jiang had a pause, and after hearing these words, the eyes that had been closed raised his eyes and looked at him seriously.
“You said that that night?”
“I said.” Phillip nodded, “How could I hide you? I said that there is nothing between her and nothing, and your emotional ups and downs during this period are related to this matter?”
Marry Jiang smiled sadly: “Did you see it?”
Phillip’s heart tightened a bit, but he didn’t expect that it was really related to this matter, so he really had to be thankful that he had said it, otherwise he might really not be able to bear it.
His expression was a little bit painful, as if he couldn’t believe it, “Then what you said, including the things you bought for your child…”
“Yes.” Marry Jiang confessed directly and generously: “If you don’t tell me the truth, you don’t tell me twice when I ask you. I feel like a fool in this marriage, Phillip, self-made I’ll be tired after a long time.”
She took a deep breath and continued to slowly say: “So I plan to leave after giving birth. Maybe we chose to be together at the beginning. We were too impulsive/impulsive to choose to get married. It’s okay to separate from each other.”
“No.” Phillip gritted her teeth and squeezed her hand, “Don’t talk nonsense, what impulse/movement, you think you are impulsive/movement, I have never thought about it like this. Whether it is dating or marriage, I do it out of my sincerity. , There has never been a trace of joke and contempt!”
Of course Marry Jiang knew this. This was also the reason she was willing to accompany him in the first place. Of course, the more important thing was that she was moved first, so she was willing to give him time.
But when she got deeper and deeper, she realized that many things were not as good as they were at the beginning.
For example, she liked Phillip more and more, and wanted him more and more to be like herself.
How much she loves, he gets some points back.
And she also became stingy. She didn’t want him to see other women, just ordinary women, but that person could not be Jessica.
Although she and Jessica are already good friends, it doesn’t mean she can accept them.
“Marry, what I told you, can you listen to it?”
Marry Jiang smiled slightly and said softly: “I heard it, but I’m a little tired now, can I want to sleep?”
Phillip felt embarrassed, and a guilty conscience flashed under his eyes.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to interrupt your rest at this time.”
It’s just that the situation is special, and he feels he has to say it. Now that he is finished, he sees Marry’s face showing fatigue, although he feels distressed, but he does not regret it, and he reaches out to touch her white forehead.
“Go to sleep now, I won’t talk anymore, rest assured.”
Marry Jiang closed her eyes, her heart was sour, and her body was still very tired, but there was no sleepiness at the moment.
All that came to mind in her mind were the words Phillip said to her.
The decision she had already made, under his eyes and sincere words, collapsed into a disastrous form.
She is messed up now, what should she do?
After giving birth, Marry Jiang was planning to go directly to the confinement center, but Liang Yahe thought it would be better to take care of her by herself, so after finally discussing it, Marry Jiang went home to live.
Liang Yahe did her homework when Marry Jiang was pregnant, so taking care of Marry Jiang can be said to be handy and extremely experienced.
In addition, there is Du Xiaoyu, so Marry Jiang’s life is getting more comfortable day by day. The child does not need to be brought by her. She wakes up with food and sleeps when she is sleepy. This confinement is not a loss at all. .
The only thing is that her heart knot has not passed.
So most of the time, I’m gloomy.
As Marry Jiang’s mother, Du Xiaoyu could naturally see that her daughter’s emotions were not right, so she took advantage of Liang Yahe’s absence and sat down to talk to her.
“Recently, you have been unhappy and emotionally unstable. Is it postpartum depression?”
Marry Jiang shook her head: “No.”
“Not postpartum depression? Then this problem exists before delivery?”
“Mom.” Marry Jiang looked out the window with long eyes: “When you went to tell me and Phillip before, did the fortune teller say that Phillip and I ended up badly?”
When mentioning this incident, Du Xiaoyu felt very regretful, “Marry, why do you still remember this incident? Mom told you I was sorry at the time, so don’t be angry with mom, okay? Mom did this thing. It’s not right. Besides, how can there be any fortune-telling in this world that can be calculated accurately? If a fortune-teller is truly accurate, is he still doing this?”
Marry Jiang smiled faintly, her smile didn’t reach the bottom of her eyes, and there was no warmth.
“But how do I feel that what he said is probably true?”
Hearing, Du Xiaoyu’s expression changed drastically, and she grabbed her hand in a panic.
“Marry, don’t scare your mother. You can speak such silly things?”
“Mom, what are you nervous about?” Marry Jiang reluctantly patted her hand: “I just don’t think the fortune teller is nonsense. After he collects the money, he will definitely count it. Let’s talk about the good and the bad. Who knows what is false and true? As for the sentence he said is either life or death, don’t be afraid. Phillip and I are at best life and separation, not death.”
She hasn’t thought about it that much yet.
Du Xiaoyu felt very bad after hearing it, and thinking about this period of time, she always felt extremely strange.
Generally, mothers are very happy with their children and want to hug more and see more.
However, during this period of time, Marry Jiang never hugged a child at all, and she did not even look at it. At first, Du Xiaoyu thought she was just tired or scared, but now she finally understands that she didn’t hold the child much because it was because …
Chapter 1523
Because she is afraid of holding too much, she will be reluctant to leave, right?
She actually wanted to leave a long time ago?
Du Xiaoyu was startled by her own thoughts, and immediately grabbed Marry Jiang’s hand and asked, “Is it because you want to leave if you don’t hold your child? Marry, promise your mother not to do stupid things? How long have you been married to Phillip? How kind to you, and his mother is so heart-warming to you. Also, the child has just been born, so I can’t live without a mother.”
Marry Jiang was a little moved by what she said, and her eyes were red: “But mom, this marriage was originally a joke. From the beginning to the end, I was alone in making love. I blamed me for being too conceited. I thought there was none. What I cannot do.”
But life still gave her a painful blow.
“What kind of love?” Du Xiaoyu narrowed her eyes: “Silly Marry, what are you talking about? Are you and Phillip not happy? You are free to associate.”
“Yes, it’s because of free association.”
No, it’s not too free. Although love is between two people, if the two hadn’t had a relationship that night, the two would not really get together.
Therefore, this is not much different from a formal marriage.
“Since it’s free communication, what silly things are you talking about now? If Phillip doesn’t like you, can he marry you? He is so good to you. Even the diamond rings of both of you are customized, you are stupid girl.”
Is it? Phillip…Does he like her?
Marry Jiang had never thought about this problem after being together for such a long time. She didn’t want to, but she dared not think about it.
She was afraid that when she thought about it seriously, she would start to be disappointed and hopeless.
Now that Du Xiaoyu personally said it, Marry Jiang had to face this problem squarely.
Does Phillip really like her?
“Mom, can I not talk about this topic?”
“Why don’t you talk about it? If you don’t make it clear, you still keep in this state. Are you worthy of the child? You don’t even hold the child. If your mother doesn’t tell you clearly, what should you do if you run away?”
Marry Jiang did not answer.
“Marry, if a man has you in his heart, the person concerned should know the most. You touch your conscience and ask, does he really like you? The day you gave birth, after the child was born, you were in a coma. After mom went in I saw him holding your hand tightly by the side and didn’t even look at the child. When my mother saw this scene, she felt that you did not marry the wrong person. At least this man knows how to love you. He knows your hard work. But knowing that distressing you is based on feelings towards you, will he care for others casually?”
Having said this, Du Xiaoyu reached out and rubbed Marry Jiang’s head: “So you, don’t always think too much.”
After listening to her words, Marry Jiang was a little surprised. When she was in a coma that day, she woke up and saw Phillip by her side. She didn’t feel much moved, probably because she made the determination to leave.
But now after listening to Du Xiaoyu’s retelling, Marry Jiang can imagine the scene that day.
Maybe she really thinks too much?
Obviously, all the things that happened that day were over, but why did the person he rescued become Jessica, so she became so stingy, so unknown?
Marry Jiang closed her eyes and discarded all the messy thoughts: “Mom, I know, you go out first, I want to be alone.”
“Well, then, think about things clearly, and think about what Mom said.”
That night, Marry Jiang lay on the bed with her eyes closed, but did not fall asleep.
Suddenly the cry of a child came from next door.
She paused. In this silent night, the cry of the child was particularly abrupt, piercing her heart like a needle.
She didn’t move because the child was taken care of.
But after a long time, the child’s cry continued, and there was no sound of footsteps next door.
Marry Jiang slowly opened her eyes, wondering with some suspicion, is it possible that her mother-in-law and mother are not there? It shouldn’t be, they usually hold the child the most, they should be there.
“Why do you do this?”
Soon, Marry Jiang figured out the reason. The remarks she said to Du Xiaoyu today may have already let Liang Yahe know.
So the two should deliberately ignore the child and want her to hug.
Marry Jiang continued to lie down without moving, and the child’s cry continued for a few minutes without stopping.
She was more and more disturbed by the cries, and finally did not hold herself up, got out of bed barefoot, and ran out to push the door next door.
After the door was opened, the child’s cry became louder. There were two cribs in the room, one pink and the other blue. Marry Jiang saw the blue crib and lay a small one. The figure and the clothes worn by the child are light blue.
These clothes were bought by Marry Jiang herself. She wanted to leave at the beginning, but she didn’t know whether she was pregnant with a boy or a girl, so everything she prepared was double.
Even the crib was a boy after he was born, so he used the blue clothes and the blue crib.
These days, Marry Jiang has not paid attention.
Seeing all this now, Marry Jiang’s heart was touched deeply.
Something was surging in her chest/mouth, Marry Jiang walked slowly towards the blue crib.
The crying became louder and louder, and almost got into Marry Jiang’s heart, where the baby in blue clothes was lying there, shaking hands and feet.
Walking to the crib, Jessica finally saw the whole picture of the child clearly.
During the recent period, let alone hug, shs didn’t even look carefully.
The child lying there, with a small, soft, light blue baby suit on him, made his skin whiter.
There was fleshy cheeks, Marry Jiang couldn’t hold back him for a while, stretched out her and squeezed it.
It feels soft and waxy, and it is also very elastic. Marry Jiang couldn’t help it, and squeezed it gently.
The child was originally crying, but after being pinched by Marry Jiang two times, she unexpectedly stopped miraculously, staring at Marry Jiang curiously with two dark eyes.
At the moment her eyes met, Marry Jiang felt her heart numb.
Afterwards, her eyes were a little red, and she reached out and picked up the child. When she picked it up, she moved cautiously for fear of hurting him, and then coaxed softly.
“Mom is here, don’t cry or cry, don’t cry.”
In a room not far away, Phillip stayed with Liang Ya and Du Xiaoyu. Phillip was fidgeting and walking around in the room.
Du Xiaoyu is his mother-in-law, so she didn’t say anything about her. Liang Yahe got a headache because of him, and scolded: “Sit down for me, why do you come and walk?”
“Mom, Marry, she…”
“You are ashamed to say Marry? You bastard!”
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