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Chapter 380
Leon was taken aback, could not help but stop talking, but said: “Pastor, what’s the matter?”
Over there, there is no more sound.
He thought he had heard it wrong and didn’t think much about it. And I just finished talking about it, it seems a lot better.
Although I still feel sad, I can breathe normally again.
He laughed at himself, maybe, he is really used to this feeling, right?
He is accustomed to seeing people around him being company. He is not envious or jealous, but occasionally in the dead of night, he suddenly remembered those pleasant moments.
Then, I suddenly thought of someone, flipping through her photos and Moments, that’s all
Leon put away his emotions and walked out of the confession room.
Just after he came out, a man from inside came to the door next to the confession room in the attire of a priest.
He was about to take out the key to open the door, only to find that he hadn’t locked the door when he went out.
So he directly opened the door.
“Miss, why are you inside?!” He was shocked to find a young girl inside.
Meghan still hasn’t recovered from the ups and downs of the words she just heard. With tears still hanging on her face, she looked up at the priest and waved her hand quickly: “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I came in to hide. I haven’t touched anything!”
The priest glanced at the room and opened the drawer again. Seeing that nothing had been moved, he nodded and said solemnly, “No more coming in next time!”
She nodded and went out again and again apologizing.
In fact, she just rushed in with Ben without paying attention to what room it was.
She said that to him, and he gave up after chasing her two steps, making her feel that to him, she was really nothing but nothing.
However, she clearly said those unfeeling words, but her tears betrayed herself frantically.
She didn’t want him to see her embarrassed, she didn’t want to watch him leave every time.
So, she ran forward without looking back until she entered the church.
The people around were chanting, she seemed out of place, and when she didn’t know where to go, she found him also coming in.
So she panicked and didn’t choose her way, so she opened the door and entered the priest’s room.
Unexpectedly, he went to the confession room.
The moment she heard him speak, her heart became too tense.
Some are afraid, afraid of hearing bad things, and some are looking forward to it, hoping that he can mention her even one sentence in his words.
But, she didn’t expect her to be mentioned in the first sentence
He actually said that he was sad because he was sad to hear that she was going to get engaged.
She forgot everything and listened blankly, not daring to make a sound.
She didn’t know until he mentioned the picture. It was just a misunderstanding, a misunderstanding that he didn’t want to explain.
She didn’t understand why he was obviously reluctant, but he still wanted to break up.
I don’t understand why? she knew he was sad, but he didn’t show a point when he met again.
I don’t understand that he cares about her and cherishes her, but after saving her on that roller skating rink, he still let go of her hand.
Until, she heard the story behind.
The tone he said was an understatement, but she heard the weight of his words, which was the weight of two lives.
She finally knew that what lay between them was not the simple ten years, or the 3652 days when she was born late, but his past that he couldn’t cross.
He was afraid that she would be uncomfortable, so he pushed her away, sinking deeper and deeper.
He was stuck in the quagmire and couldn’t get out, and she didn’t know how to pull him.
Unwilling? Are you sad? Reluctant?
Or blame him?
In fact, they are all, but she heard his despair and struggle from his last almost choked voice.
For a time, unable to control, she also followed him in sadness.
Empathize.
It turns out that this is the real him, not the fashionable and unruly him who she fell in love at first sight at the airport before.
He was riddled with defects, and compared with her who had a simple experience, even she herself felt that it was really inappropriate.
Therefore, he resisted so rationally at the beginning.
However, he could not resist her stalker after all, and finally compromised
When Meghan came out of the pastor’s room, when her head was in a mess, she suddenly saw Leon sitting in a chair with his eyes closed and rested.
Everyone around was chanting softly, only he was sitting in the last row, leaning on the back of the chair, head up, eyes closed.
She suddenly remembered his last sentence.
That sentence became so clear in her mind, she seemed to hear him saying to her:
“Meghan, do you know? I have known a lot of people over the years, and I have talked about fast-food love with different women, but found that the more I met, the lonelier I became.”
She nodded, staring at him quietly closing at the moment: “I know.”
“Originally, I thought that breaking up or getting together is nothing more than an ordinary thing. Until that day, when I saw you running over in tears and said that you would never disturb me again, I suddenly understood. It turns out that there are thousands of customs in this world. , The beautiful scenery is not as good as the reflection in your eyes when you smile at me.”
Tears burst instantly, and she looked at him from a distance, but did not approach him. Until the line of sight is blurred again and again, until the recitation of a chapter is finished.
She wiped away her tears quickly, and walked to Leon’s side.
She saw that there was water on his face, but she didn’t notice her approach.
She choked in her throat and said softly, “Brother Leon, come out quickly.”
She seemed to hear the call for help behind his words just now, but found in vain that she didn’t know how to save him.
He didn’t move, maybe he didn’t even hear anything, but closed his eyes tightly, breathing long.
Someone passed by and asked her in a low voice if they needed help.
She shook her head and hissed: “He’s sleeping, don’t disturb him.”
Because, she just learned that he hadn’t been able to sleep peacefully for so long, and now he was sleeping a little deeper, so she had to help him guard.
Leon came out of the confession room, feeling that chanting slowly calmed his mind, so he sat down.
But he didn’t expect that in such a voice, he gradually relaxed his consciousness and fell asleep.
At first he was confused, until, he gradually saw a white light
“Why are you here?!” His pupils narrowed and looked at the woman who was walking towards her.
“Leon.” Johanna called Leon softly and smiled: “I come to see you.”
“You don’t need to watch.” He said coldly.
She had already walked in front of him and said softly: “Leon, you are thinner.”
He turned his face away.
“I’m sorry.” he said suddenly: “I killed you.”
She sneered and said nothing.
She was not angry because of his attitude, but her voice became softer: “Leon, those things are all my fault. Don’t torture yourself anymore, okay?”
He was startled, then turned his head to look at her.
She stared into his eyes: “That relationship, from beginning to end, you didn’t feel sorry for me. But it was me who failed your sincerity. The baby is gone, I know you are sad too. But it’s not you torturing yourself The reason for this. It’s that I want to harm someone, so that I will eventually harm the baby. It’s me that is not good, and the final retribution is on him.
She continued: “I know, you may regret it? Regret started too quickly with me, and got involved in an innocent little life, but it was our flesh and blood. However, I am very grateful for that relationship.”
“Did you know that I have really longed for such a warmth for so many years. It was you who gave me the possibility of a new life.”
“Leon, you are fine, really.” She stretched out her hand and gently held his hand: “My baby and I are going to leave, we are fine, so you should put it down too! What you should cherish is now The people by your side, not drowning in the gray past between us. Those shouldn’t be your happiness.”
His hands trembled slightly.
She continued: “We will never see you again. Take care of yourself.”
With that, she let go of his hand, turned around, and walked towards the white light.
He heard her voice gradually became ethereal: “What I like is the sun-like you, unruly you, you who like to make jokes, and you who often make me angry but are good at taking care of others. Leon, I I hope you can go back to the way you were when I first saw it.”
“I really want to see you, carrying chicken soup, and talking at the door, beauty, I plan to chase you”
“So, let go of the past and come out, okay?”
Her voice became smaller and smaller, and finally disappeared into the white light.
He had a long dream, and it was so real that the moment he woke up, there was still a little trance.
He sat up slowly and saw that the devout believers began to sing again. It seemed that everything was just a short dream.
Feeling cold on his face, Leon touched it, and it turned out to be Shui Ze.
He wiped his cheeks and sat for a while before he got up and walked out.
Outside, in the afternoon, the sun was also shining brightly. He raised his head and looked at the blue sky above him. Suddenly he felt that the sun at this moment seemed to be more transparent than ever.
And he…
The feeling is very subtle, but he seems to be clear.
He seemed to be able to feel that the gray dust on his heart disappeared.
The body is also different from the previous briskness, the breathing becomes fresh, and the whole person seems to be slowly rejuvenating, pulling out shoots.
He was still standing at the door of the church, surprisingly the place where Meghan had said that he would be indefinitely before, and his confused thoughts were sorted out bit by bit, but in the end, it became more and more clear.
All emotions are reduced to one thought:
He really likes her and he is reluctant to give her to others, so he should chase her back! He wants to return to who he is, give himself a chance, and give her a future.
Once this idea emerges, it can no longer be suppressed. Leon took a deep breath and looked around quickly.
She had just left, and she didn’t know where she went.
However, his father has her parents’ contact information. It is too simple to know where her home is!
Before making a domestic call, Leon called his assistant: “Xia Xia, I will not leave beforehand. You cancel my ticket, and you will go home tonight.”The author’s words:
Start chasing your wife tomorrow!
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