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Chapter 379
Leon was still there motionless, but suddenly a bright color jumped in in his eyes.
The bright color slowly grew larger, and finally, the girl frozen in front of him.
He looked at her in a daze, smiling, but there was still a loneliness in his eyes that was too late to hide: “Meghan, why are you back?”
She suddenly wanted to cry, but she still held back her tone, and her tone became a little urgent: “Did you go to Hyde Park yesterday?”
He nodded slightly: “Yeah.”
She asked again: “What about the roller skating rink?”
He said: “I went too.”
After finishing speaking, add: “Don’t always wear high heels, and don’t play sports that are easy to fall, especially when you are alone.”
The anger in her heart surged again: “What does that have to do with you?!”
He was silent.
Yeah, what does it have to do with him? She has a boyfriend and someone cares about her. And he
He may not be suitable for falling in love, even less suitable for marriage.
Seeing Leon’s silence, Meghan couldn’t help but said, “Then why are you helping me?”
He opened his mouth and said naturally: “Because I don’t want you to be injured.”
Having said that, he still didn’t like it.
She suddenly thought, perhaps, his feelings for her, from beginning to end, only the pity of adults to children, no love.
She laughed suddenly, but tears came out suddenly, more and more.
She looked at him through tears: “Brother Leon, I was not good before. I shouldn’t break into your life, cause you so much trouble and make you do a lot of embarrassing things. But don’t worry, I will never disturb you again, and I will never force you to do anything!”
She said, trying to put out a smile: “I wish you happiness! From now on, we will be more generous, and there will be no future!”
After speaking, turn around and run.
He watched her disappear, knowing she was really leaving this time.
The panic in his heart was suddenly overwhelming, and he turned around to chase her: “Meghan!”
He shouted, he didn’t know what he was going to do to stop her, but he went crazy and wanted her to stay.
However, she did not look back, nor stopped, still running forward.
He could catch up with her, but looking at her back, he suddenly remembered the “like” she said.
He is not stupid, knowing that women sometimes duplicity.
However, the expression she used to laugh with Luciano just now in front of him, the smile from the bottom of her heart, can’t be pretended at all.
He suddenly remembered his original intention of breaking up.
Now in the past few months, has he come out of that gray past?
No, the knot is still there, lingering.
He can work normally and efficiently and can make jokes with people, but only he knows that he has been awakened almost every night during these months.
He would dream of the past, the vague blood mentioned in the diary, and he would dream of someone calling him and crying from the receiver
After all, he still failed to come out, so he did not have the qualifications to chase happiness and give others happiness.
The heart was drowning, Leon stopped.
For a moment, I only felt that the sky was big and the earth was so big that he seemed to have lost his way.
After standing there for a long time, he walked towards the church.
In the church, many believers are chanting, with a peaceful voice.
He walked deep into the hall, and suddenly saw someone coming out of the confession room.
He had heard people say before that sometimes there were too many things hidden in his heart, and if he said it, it might be easier.
Leon used to be the most reluctant to expose his own affairs to others. However, thinking that this is a foreign country, I guess he can’t understand his language, plus what Meghan said today made him feel depressed. I can’t breathe myself.
So he opened the curtain and walked in.
He stood quietly for a while, wondering why the priest inside did not speak.
However, he has never been to the confession room, so he does not know what the process should be. Seeing that the other party was silent, he had to speak first.
“I’m here for the first time.” He laughed at himself, looking slightly awkward: “Where do I start?”
After speaking, he was silent for a while. It seemed that because he was a little uncomfortable to tell his secrets for the first time, he paused and said, “I saw her again today.”
The window of the confession room was quiet.
After he said the first sentence, it was natural to follow: “She said she is going to get engaged.”
He smiled: “Actually, this is what I should have thought of when I said that I broke up, but when the truth was before my eyes, I found that I was not so generous at all.”
“I am so sad.”
After he finished speaking, his breathing became heavier: “But it’s all my fault. Who is to blame?”
“I have no right to like her, no right to love her, and can’t give her happiness at all.”
He sighed long, “I am in such a mess now that I am not worthy of her.”
After he finished speaking, it took a long time before he spoke again: “The other day, she took a picture of me and another woman and asked if I broke up because of that. I said yes. But actually, I didn’t touch any woman at all!”
I don’t know if it was his illusion, I always felt that after he finished saying this, the breathing of people over the window suddenly became more obvious.
He continued: “Yes, I deliberately misunderstood her and let her find a reason to leave me and hate me!”
“How should I call her?” Leon thought: “I am not a believer, should I call you a pastor or something?”
Seeing that the other party was silent, he also said: “Then call you a pastor! Mr. Pastor, do you want to hear a story?”
As he said, his eyes became a little far-reaching: “There is a boy who was born in a distant Eastern family. He has been sailing smoothly since he was a child. His parents love him and his twin sister is also very good. It can be said that everything is perfect.”
“So, when he was in school, he met a lot of friends, and they were naughty and crazy together.”
“He had learned from others to talk about love at home in the first year of junior high, and he went crazy in high school.”
“He has been down like this. Fortunately, his essence is good. After college, he grew up slowly in the family company, but he is quite talented in management.”
“Later, when he saw his surrounding partners marrying and having children, he suddenly felt that he shouldn’t play the world like this. Therefore, he began to plan to settle down, talk about a serious relationship, and marry a woman.
“Until, he met a woman. The woman was older than him, and she looked mature and cheerful. He didn’t mean much to her at first, until he saw her save people regardless of danger.”
Leon talked a little bit about the past. When speaking later, his voice was a little low: “Until that day, when he woke up at her house, he accidentally saw the upside-down picture frame in his drawer. It turns out that the person who harmed his relatives and friends turned out to be his pillow!”
He laughed softly: “And the beginning of his falling in love with her was not an accident at all, but a carefully planned conspiracy by her to make all people not doubt her because she sacrificed their lives to save others! So, he liked her roots, Deception from the beginning!”
The bell outside rang twelve times.
“Actually, the person in the story is me.”
“She was found and ran away.”
“She was pregnant and didn’t tell me”
“The child is gone, I don’t know either”
When he talked to the back, he paused every time he said a few words.
“When her conspiracy was exposed, I hated her, blamed her, and pityed her. But what’s the use of everything? She was caught back and died in front of me.”
“I saw that on her wrist, she was still wearing the bracelet I gave her. When she died, her body was wrapped in curtains. I took her there. I didn’t understand why she was going there until I saw her hands hanging outside, but I couldn’t see her face and body. I knew that she didn’t want me to see it.”
“I thought it was finally over.”
“But, just when I felt that I finally came out and planned to start my new life again, a diary, let all the truth, bloody show in front of me!”
“Only then did I know that she had been pregnant with my baby, and that she actually had feelings for me, and that she had been hesitating and struggling before doing those things.”
“But I made the phone call when she was pregnant and notified my friend that she had contacted me and tracked her down.”
“I know that she is responsible for everything she has, and I have a clear conscience for everyone, but I don’t know how to get out of this past.”
“I have nightmares, wake up suddenly at night, and think of it many times.”
“I haven’t slept well in a long time.”
“I can’t escape this gray past, I can’t open this knot.”
He relaxed again: “Because of this, even an innocent girl was hurt.”
“She is very good, pure, transparent, and sunny.” He seemed to see Meghan smiling at him: “I feel very happy to be with her, and there is unprecedented ease.”
“However, the truth was revealed that day, and I found out that I have actually been living in darkness all the time.”
“I can’t be ignorant, although I don’t love that woman anymore, but the past is still in my heart and can’t go away.”
“I can only break up with her, although I am very reluctant. However, she is so young and so good, I don’t want to delay her, let me stay alone in the dark!”
“It’s just that, I think, I am afraid it will be difficult for me to like a girl anymore.”
“Pastor, do you know? I have known a lot of people over the years, and have talked about fast-food love with different women, but found that the more I know, the more lonely.”
Regardless of whether the pastor had answered or not, he took it as he did, and continued:
“Originally, I thought that breaking up or getting together were nothing more than ordinary things. To this day, when I saw her running over in tears and said that she would never disturb me again, I suddenly understood. It turns out that there are thousands of customs in this world. , All kinds of beautiful scenery, not as good as the reflection in her eyes when she smiled at me.”
On the other side of the small window, there was a sudden, rushing and depressing voice.
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