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Chapter 369
Leon drove all the way back to Cohasset. There was a traffic jam on the way back, so it was already late when he got home.
Almost all the family members had taken a bath and slept, and when they saw him, they asked him if he would like to eat supper. He said no, and went back to the room by himself.
After washing it out, he sat at the desk and went to the net for a while before he took out the diary.
The cover is a little bent, and he don’t know who wrapped the book cover. The coated paper torn from a magazine is used.
Leon glanced at it three years ago.
It has been several hours since he got the diary. From the beginning, he really wanted to know, but now he is not in a hurry.
I picked it up and flipped through it. Two-thirds of the diary was used.
When he was flipping through the paper, a picture the size of a wallet card suddenly fell out of it.
He picked it up and was stunned when he saw the picture above.
It was a group photo, obviously not taken by him, but by Johanna, a group photo of them.
He should have looked down at the phone in front of the mirror and didn’t pay attention, while she was holding the phone and came to the mirror.
He suddenly remembered that in fact, they didn’t spend much time together. Judging from this photo, it should have been one night when they went to the mall together.
At that time, she didn’t take the initiative to him, how could she take such a photo?
He turned it over and saw the words on the back, it was the date.
Sure enough, at that time, there was still a small heart painted on it.
In the memory, she was not a girl who knew romance at all, and even the behavior of little girls like Xiaotaoxin was even more disdainful.
But in reality, she is a deep-minded woman, able to tolerate layout for so many years, calm and ruthless.
But, will they secretly draw a heart behind their group photo?
He couldn’t tell what it was like, so he opened the diary.
She had written that since three years ago.
The previous ones recorded almost all important events. She might be afraid that she might have forgotten, and many things are marked with dates, but they are all relatively simple descriptions, which makes it difficult for people to guess from the above.
It was only later, about two years ago, that it became a diary.
She wrote: “Today, I am going to Cohasset. I am looking forward to it, but I feel calmer. He is married and his child is more than 6 years old. Hehe, I still have to play a good sister and bless them.”
Leon naturally knew that the’him’ inside was Lewis.
After that, it was almost always a short mood, until Leon saw his name for the first time.
“There is a young man who doesn’t know what it means. Seeing that I am hurt, he gave me chicken soup.”
Just such a sentence, there is no too much comment.
He tugged at the corner of his mouth, and suddenly thought of that time, he suddenly sighed, if he had stopped at that time, it would be great!
Later, he appeared more and more frequently, and she also discovered that his name changed from’Gongzige’ to’Fu’ and then’Leon’.
Until, she wrote: “I went to bed with Leon.”
He paused at his fingertips and kept looking.
“Yes, because the deep words did something that made me sad, I was drunk and slept with another man. In fact, even though I was drunk, I was quite sober back then. Now I am very confused. , Don’t know how it feels.”
Then, the next day, she wrote another paragraph: “Yesterday I could say that I was drunk, but today I was sober and I did it with him again. I must be crazy, and I thought he was handsome, with him, Somewhat happy. Or, the reason I didn’t resist that day was because I didn’t reject it in my heart?”
He was surprised and continued to watch.
A few days later, she said: “I don’t know what is the relationship between me and Leon now, but there are some plans that I started ten years ago and will not change for anyone. Including him!”
She wrote this sentence a bit hard, and he could see the determination that was so powerful.
After that, she didn’t record it for many days, until she suddenly wrote two long paragraphs:
“We dated today. I found out that he took good care of me, and I actually enjoyed such care. Is it the first time that I have been alone for too long, and I have an idea for the first time. I just want to forget it. No revenge, just want to be with him.
Am I in love with him? However, I am very scared of this feeling. If I lose my vengeance, I will feel insecure. I hate myself that is affected by sensibility. “
In the following days, she hesitated every day, sometimes saying that she wanted revenge, and sometimes hesitating.
Until that day, she wrote: “Today, he sent me a photo of a family of three, and said that we can do the same in the future.
My mother passed away early and my father was not by my side since I was a child. This is a warm picture of my heart and I am also looking forward to my offspring being able to enjoy such family happiness.
I decided to give up, I don’t want to take revenge, really, I decided to promise him, stay with him. “
Leon couldn’t say what it felt like. It turned out that under her cold appearance, she had hesitated and wavered because of the feelings between them?
But why did she end up
And on the third day, she wrote: “I had a dream last night. I dreamt that my father was in front of me with wounds all over, with blood on his face, saying that I was not worthy to be the daughter of the clan.
Then, I dreamed that Leon was behind me at the time, and when I heard my identity, I turned around and left. I tried desperately to call him and chase him, but my voice became hoarse and I couldn’t run anymore, and he didn’t look back.
When I woke up today, I suddenly felt that love might betray me, but my father’s love for me will not, and I cannot be sorry for him.
If I succeed after taking revenge, then I will be with Leon.
If I fail and die, that is my life. “
Leon saw that the page was a little wrinkled, and it seemed that it had been rubbed for a long time.
Although it has been a long time, he seems to be able to see her inner struggle from the traces above.
After that, she didn’t keep a diary for a long time until she was discovered.
She wrote: “I was already on the boat, I was found.
Actually, he didn’t trust me at first, right? So, after seeing the picture frame, he immediately reacted, and he remained calm.
Fortunately, I am not stupid enough to think he must be me. In fact, like them, he has already suspected me, ha ha
He asked me if I would shoot him a second time, I didn’t say, but the answer is already clear?
No, I never wanted him to die.
It’s just that, just for the slightest doubt he had of me, I won’t tell him the answer. “
When Leon saw this, he only felt that his heart was suppressing heavy things, and his breathing became difficult because of squeezing.
Obviously, the answer he wanted to know was finally put before him clearly, but he felt that it seemed more uncomfortable than never knowing the answer.
Later, it was the diary he saw. Although he had read it from the MMS picture before, Leon still read it again.
The next page was written that day:
“late at night.
I called him.
However, he gave up on me, he didn’t want me and the baby anymore.
After we hung up the phone, someone traced to Portugal, stating that he told his friend about our call.
He wants me to be caught.
I ran away, now I am outside, with sub-zero temperature, I hope I won’t freeze to death. “
Perhaps she was trembling when writing this paragraph, and the diary became scribbled and crooked, but she could still read her handwriting.
When Leon saw this, he suddenly felt that he couldn’t stand it.
However, desperate to know about the child, he continued to scroll down.
“I went to a small town.
Although he didn’t want us anymore, I decided to give birth to the baby. I just ask God to give me some more time so that I can give my child full term before being discovered.
I rented a small, secluded yard to raise my baby and hired a servant. “
The next few articles seem to be daily:
“I have been here for a few days and life is quite peaceful.
The revenge failed, Laura’s mother was picked up, and I have nothing to threaten them.
I don’t know why, but I feel relieved.
Hey, if only the baby doesn’t make noise. It’s been less than three months now, and I’m so vomiting. If I’m born in the future, I don’t know how much trouble I will be?
However, will I fail to see the day when he grows up? “
When Leon saw this, he suddenly felt a little sour in his nose.
He stood up, walked to the balcony and blew the wind for a while, then he calmed his emotions and continued watching.
“I feel much better today, my appetite is better, I have stopped vomiting, and my body is relaxed.
So pregnancy is such a painful thing? I suddenly remembered that Huo Jingran’s baby was
Am I doing something wrong? I don’t dare to think about it. “
“Just now, I received a call.
I was so excited, I thought he was calling. However, it was just a sales advertisement.
I haven’t seen him for a long time. I don’t know why, so I miss him so much.
By now, I seem to have to admit that I have been thinking about him since I was here. Miss his embrace, his k!ss, and those love words.
I’m not crazy, but
Hehe, I actually fell in love with him a long time ago.
In retrospect, I don’t know when it started, but these days, I’m full of him, wanting to be with him, or, even if I just listen to him say a few words.
However, I am disqualified, and he will not love me anymore.
I regret it. What should I do? I regret it. Why do I still want to take revenge after I like him?
It was me who ruined all my happiness. “
There are many round folds on the paper. Leon can clearly see that they are tears from crying.
He rubbed the tears with his fingers, thinking of the content of her phone back then, almost uncontrollably, and said in a low voice, “Why didn’t you tell me that you were pregnant? Why didn’t you?!”
He was very angry, grasping the page with his fingers hard, and accidentally tore a corner.
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