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Chapter 223
Two months ago, between them, it was not like this pattern.
At that time he chased her, she was enjoying the warmth he brought her, feeling that she seemed to be able to control her emotions, and she was full of pride.
At this moment, she became a prisoner, and he stood here, probably laughing at her self-righteous pride in the past.
The room was quiet, and Johanna never raised her eyes.
Leon was also quite patient and never spoke.
As time passed slowly, the invisible pressure in the air gradually rose.
Leon looked at the woman in front of him, and he could even clearly remember her soft look when she was rubbing her ears and temples.
However, the sweetest honey on the pillow is also the cruelest poison in the world.
His lips moved, and he didn’t know what to say.
Perhaps after today, she will face imprisonment and be held for life. Or, she has harmed human lives and may be sentenced to death.
In short, no matter what it is, this may be the last time they meet.
Many things in the world, when they are given the title of’Last Time’, are often more touching than the ones that are easily obtained.
He saw that her cheeks became thinner after not seeing her, and her hair was a little messy, not at all the neat and elegant clothes she used to look like.
Seeing that Johanna didn’t look up, Leon squatted down in front of her.
She didn’t expect him to squat down, panicked, suddenly raised her head and ran into his eyes.
Her eyes met, she quickly turned away, but in the next second, she suddenly felt reluctant, so she looked at him again.
“You’re thinner.” He said, his voice didn’t seem to contain much emotion: “A lot of haggard.”
In a word, almost successfully defeated all her defenses.
Johanna grabbed the armrest of the chair, shaking slightly.
She didn’t dare to blink or speak, for fear that when she spoke or blinked, she would expose her fragile emotions at the moment.
He didn’t scold her, didn’t say anything to make her sad, and even cared about her and said she was thinner
At this moment, the overwhelming regret came madly.
If she was done with Huo Jingran ten and a half years ago, then she had the opportunity to rewrite the ending before.
At Shi Yanyan’s wedding, if she didn’t touch the hallucinogen, and if she stayed with him after Leon confessed to her, would they forgive her for the sake of the child?
However, she only wanted to cover up everything and wanted to kill Norris, so she killed her own baby and ruined all the future between her and him.
Johanna gritted her teeth, not knowing how to respond to Leon’s words.
He seemed to sigh, and he didn’t need her to respond.
The room was silent again. For a long time, Leon said, “To be honest, I was even a little selfish before, and I hope you can escape. However, you dealt with my sister, so I cannot keep your whereabouts secret for you, otherwise, I am sorry. My dearest sister and brother.”
She looked at him and listened to him talking quietly, and suddenly felt that this might be the end of her life, the most moving picture and the best voice.
She wanted him to talk a little longer.
“It’s just I didn’t expect you to be brought over so soon.” Leon laughed at herself: “I heard the news of Brother Shen today, and I am still in a daze.”
Leon said with a long sigh: “This may be the last time we have spoken. After that, you will be transferred to the court. I will not see what will happen in the end.”
When she heard this, she finally couldn’t help it, her eyes reddened.
He watched her choked up, and paused before speaking: “Do you have any wishes?”
She stared into his clear eyes, the feelings in her heart suddenly roared out, she opened her lips: “Leon, can you hug me?”
The voice was very soft, as if she had truly promised to be with him, that morning, she woke up from his arms with a somewhat coquettish request.
He was startled slightly, then nodded: “Okay.”
After that, Leon stretched out his arm and hugged Johanna in his arms.
At this moment, the tears she had been holding back desperately, as if opening the gate, rolled down like crazy.
She hugged him tightly, obviously as warm as before, but at this moment, she couldn’t warm her cold heart.
She knew that this was really the last time.
The last time in my life.
He seemed to let go, she was reluctant, but she knew that everything had an end.
There have been many opportunities to end her hand, and she will only get the end of her life if she does not.
“Leon, I’m not feeling well, can you help me go there?” Johanna pointed to a corner of the French window.
Leon agreed: “Good.”
With that, he embraced her and walked over.
When he let go of her, she tried to stop her tears and smiled at him: “Thank you.”
“You’re welcome.” He responded, reaching out his hand to help her straighten out the broken hair on her cheek, with gentle movements.
He looked down at a large wet area on her clothes, and the question that was already unimportant in his mind suddenly became deeper.
He couldn’t help but asked, “I also have two questions, and I always want to ask you. Can you answer me honestly?”
“Good.” Johanna could almost guess one of them, but she still waited quietly.
Leon said: “The first one, as I asked you at the beginning. If someone didn’t come that day, would you shoot me a second time?”
She looked at him, and after a few seconds, she shook her head: “No.”
“Why?” He found that there was a hint of joy, or perhaps, lightness in his heart.
Johanna’s tone was quiet: “Because you are not the target of my revenge.” Because he is not the target of her revenge, and even more because she is reluctant, but she doesn’t want to tell him.
It was as if she had something about his baby, even if Lewis was not threatening, she would not speak.
“The second question.” Leon said, suddenly nervous: “Then tell me, have you ever really liked me in the past?”
He didn’t understand why, he knew that the two had no result, so he asked.
Maybe because you are really serious and devoted, you want an answer!
When Johanna heard what he said, she only felt that deep in her heart, there was a fine and dense pain permeating out. Accompanied by the pain in the lower abdomen, for a while, he was almost unable to breathe.
That kind of thread wrapped around the bottom of my heart tightly bound her, she couldn’t get away, and she didn’t even know what to do.
In my heart, whistling for the answer, but she didn’t say it.
Leon kept staring at her, stubbornly wanting to hear a result.
Johanna sticks to the glass of the floor-to-ceiling window, with coolness in her back, and with the help of the coldness, this makes her brain slightly refreshed.
It’s just that the two voices are fighting in the bottom of my heart.
She did not answer directly, but asked him: “We are all like this, do you still want to know? Is it important?”
He nodded and answered seriously: “Well, it’s very important.”
At this moment, she looked at him close at hand, his serious expression, the emotions and waves surging in his eyes, she knew what she had missed!
She had a crush on Lewis since she was a child, and the feeling that she was silently liked but not obtained has been with her for many years.
Therefore, although she looks strong, she yearns for warmth more than anyone else.
Leon was an accident that broke into her world. It was a hot and gorgeous firework, and it was the light that she could not get for many years.
However, she was pushed aside by her own choice and missed it ever since.
She spoke, trembling and shaking, but her voice was particularly cold: “No. Don’t be silly, I have always had a crush on my deep brother, so how could I like you? I promised to be with you just to distract my doubts! I never liked you for a moment!”
Leon shook his body slightly, and after a few seconds, he tried to evoke a self-deprecating arc: “Is it? It seems that I have always been passionate! It’s just that I really loved you.”
She heard his last sentence, which was clearly touching, but it seemed like a knife that made her completely dead.
He really loved her
Her fists were clenched, her nails embedded in her palms, and her mouth was still very cold. It’s just that the eye sockets are red, with a bit of stubbornness, maybe there are other things that he can’t understand.
She said, “Really? But I’m not rare at all!”
“Okay, I see.” Leon smiled at her, then stood up straight: “Yueyue, goodbye.”
He turned around and slowly left the room.
After he completely disappeared from her sight, she withdrew her gaze, wrapped herself in the curtains of the French windows, and then took out the pills from her inner clothes and swallowed them without hesitation.
After doing this, she wrapped herself tighter with curtains.
Why should I pick here? Because, from the angle of the outside glass door, you can’t see this side.
And what she needed, but only a few tens of seconds.
As the pills melted, the nerves in his body began to be paralyzed, but in this sensation, she found something similar to hallucinations.
Johanna leaned against the curtains, and only felt that the support the curtains gave her at this moment was very much like the feeling that Leon had just hugged her.
She closed her eyes and let her nervous system begin to collapse.
However, that extreme feeling brought her back to that night.
He hugged her, k!ssed her, they entangled wildly, she no longer resisted, but responded enthusiastically to him.
She likes the way he k!sses her, the way he looks at her, the moving words he says to her, and all the light and warmth he brings to her.
She likes him, and at the end of her life, she is equally deep and fierce.
It’s just that he will never know.
The pain in the lower abdomen was almost unconscious, she understood that time had already come to an end in her life.
By the way, the sun outside was exceptionally brilliant at the moment. Shining through the floor-to-ceiling windows, she saw small dust floating in the air in the beam of light. It turned out to be somewhat beautiful, like stars.
The light was getting brighter and brighter, and she felt that her eyes were dazzled, and large swaths of white were spreading.
She raised her hand to catch the light and shadow, but found that what she had grasped was nothingness.
But in this void, she saw him come back
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