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Chapter 135
“I’m guilty, I’m panicking, you really know.” Zain’s scary pupils are glowing with ice and frustration and disappointment.
I don’t back down either, “That’s just the way I am, you just know that now?”
Words, I heard Zain turn around and heavily slam the door, his departure was accompanied by the sound of the door vibrating, causing my sensitive nerves to instantly collapse, I crouched down and cried around my knees, was it wrong of me to do this, would I be able to quell my anger by driving Yun Qi away?
With one Yunqi gone, will there be other women coming to the house?
Am I too bored, thinking like this all day long, that’s why I’m fighting with Zain, if I keep this up, I’m really going to waste away.
Slowly, I started to be not very friendly to Yun Qi, sometimes I disliked her cooking, sometimes I said that she was not good at housework, my mother-in-law sometimes couldn’t bear to see it, and would also argue with me over small things.
I ignored it and went upstairs, all alone and sulking.
I even dreamed every day that Zain and Yun Qi were conspiring to harm me, but when I woke up, everything went back to normal.
But when I wake up, everything goes back to normal.
Since the last cold war between Zain and me, he has been ignoring me, and I’ve been ignoring him too.
Day after day like this cold war, so bored in staying at the easy house and taking care of the kids, I’m really on the verge of breaking down, every time I call Mr. Mike I want to hear what’s going on in the outside world, but Mr. Mike told me that since I chose family, I should just focus on being home!
I am powerless to look at the balcony far away scenery shallow smile, women for the sake of family, deserve to be a mother?
I told Zain at first that if my career was screwed up, I would sell my body and be a yellow-faced woman for the rest of my life, but I wasn’t willing to do that, there were babysitters and mother-in-laws at home, and even hourly workers came over to do the cleaning, I almost didn’t have to do anything, I really became a walking waste.
After nightfall, Zain’s car drove into the Yi house, I watched from the balcony as he walked into the hall, and soon after, he opened the door and walked in, tugging on his tie and throwing it aside, and was about to go to the study to get busy again when I called out to him.
“Yeese, let’s talk!” I calmly walked in from the balcony and spoke softly.
He looked over his shoulder at me, “I don’t want to argue with you, if it’s another one of those silly things, we don’t have to talk.”
“Okay then, I’ll keep it short, I want to go out to work.” I cut to the chase, I really didn’t want to do this anymore, I thought I’d be a good homemaker at home and everything would be fine.
But things didn’t turn out the way I hoped. My relationship with Zain was getting worse and worse for some reason, which was not my intention at all.
Once I finished speaking, Zain was silent.
After a long time, he opened his thin lips slightly and said, “What I told you last time, you’d better stay at home, Belle and Bo need their mother, you owe Belle three years of motherly love, don’t you forget that.”
“I didn’t forget.” My voice washed out a little, “but I’m an independent person too, it’s too hard for me to stay at home every day and muddle through, I’ll be imagining things, I’ll feel a growing generation gap with you, I even suspect that you don’t love me anymore.”
“You think too much.” Yeats replied unconcernedly, he turned and when his hand was on the door handle I called out to him again.
“Is the only way you’ll let me go out to work is if I get a divorce, is that the only way you won’t restrict my freedom like this?” I don’t know where I got the courage to mention the word “divorce” in front of Zain.
These two horrible words had never flashed in my mind before, and they came out not on impulse, but subconsciously. I stood in stunned silence and watched as Zain’s terrible eyes turned.
“Say that again?” He threatened me in a harsh voice and slowly walked towards me. I was frightened and backed away in fear until my back touched the cold wall.
I met his gaze and looked a little sadly at his so handsome face, my eyes sore and hooded with a mist, “Zain, I would love to stay home and take care of you and the children, but I find that something so easy is harder for me than reaching heaven.”
Upon hearing my words, Zain’s mouth slanted up and he smiled meanly, “You mean I’m restricting your freedom?”
I was silent, not wanting to answer.
“Talk!” He growled coldly, which really startled me.
My heartbeat instantly quickened for a long moment, and I trembled a bit, I clenched my teeth, glared at him, and replied solemnly, “Yes, yes, you restricted my freedom, in my heart we should be equal, but I can’t see any equality now, you restricted me with marriage, with children. When you were laughing with Yun Qi, did you ever consider my feelings?”
“What does our marriage have to do with Yunqi?” Zain angrily yelled at me in a low voice, “Cynthia Mo, you’re really getting unbelievable.”
Chapter 136
I could visibly see the panic in my sister-in-law’s eyes as she tried to get back to her room as quickly as possible, but I looked at her purposefully evasive look and asked again, “Sister-in-law, you have someone outside, don’t you?”
I’m sure my instincts aren’t wrong, there are only two things that can happen to a married woman who stays out all night, either it’s a popular 1 night stand or she’s in love.
Whatever the case, it’s not right for a woman who is not divorced.
Seeing that my sister-in-law was silent, I had already guessed something, I smiled helplessly and said, “If you’re just looking for excitement, I can turn a blind eye, after all, it was Jessy Mo who wronged you first, it’s only right that you were momentarily confused.”
“Not momentarily confused.” Sister-in-law turned her gaze to me, very calm and certain, “We are all adults, this kind of thing is between you and me, how can you say that it is a momentary confusion.”
“What do you mean, you’re serious?” I looked at her in surprise, “What about Mojon, are you going to divorce him?”
I used to hope that my sister-in-law would divorce Jessy Mo because Jessy Mo doesn’t know how to cherish women, so I don’t want the poor woman to suffer, but now the Mo family has nothing left, and at this time, the woman who has been holding up the Mo family also has to seek her own happiness to go, at this moment, I panicked and felt so sorry for Jessy Mo.
“Xiao Cynthia, you know how your brother has been treating me all these years, you also know that I’m mentally ill, if you didn’t send me to see it last time, maybe I would have committed suicide.” Sister-in-law expounded plaintively.
“I sent you to a psychiatrist, and then you cheated on me?” What kind of logic is that, I don’t get it, it means I’m the cause of my sister-in-law’s infidelity?
“I’ll divorce Jessy Mo.” Sister-in-law looked at me with a sincere face, “Xiao Cynthia, I envy the kind of relationship you have with Yi, that’s what you call a true couple.”
As the words fell, the sister-in-law took a deep breath and continued, “What marriage brought me was not happiness, but a time of patience, a time of helplessness, and then a time of hurt, all these years I have not tasted the warm embrace of a man, and a small surprise carefully prepared for me, nothing.”
Although I understood my sister-in-law’s feelings, but she abandoned Jessy Mo at this time, no, by all means, she belonged to marital infidelity, this kind of behavior is more despicable.
“Yi and I are also getting divorced, today.” As the words fell, I turned to go into the room when my sister-in-law called out to me, “Why?”
I had a look back at her, “Tired of it, there’s no eternal love in this world.”
With that, I smiled faintly and opened the door and walked in.
I carefully picked out a dress that was very light in color, and I tied up my long, dark, thick hair to make myself look a little more energetic, especially my eyes, which were red and puffy from crying yesterday, and I used foundation so many times that the bags under my eyes didn’t look so obvious.
I looked at the time on my phone in case it was too late, and headed straight for the Civil Affairs Bureau.
When I got there at nine o’clock, Zain’s car was just parked in front of me, and when he got off, he wore a pair of sunglasses, looking particularly stylish.
I didn’t think he was pretty good at acting cool, coming to a divorce and acting cool.
When he saw me, he took off his sunglasses, looked me up and down, and said, “That’s a nice hair tie.”
“You’re pretty cool in sunglasses.” I complimented casually and the corners of his mouth turned up slightly.
“Is it so peaceful for us couples to come to divorce papers like this…” and Yeats didn’t finish his sentence.
“No need to apply for the Guinness Book of Records, people don’t have that much time to worry about what happens between us as a couple.” I knew exactly what Zain was going to say next, no need to guess.
After so many years of being a couple, I could almost guess the tone of his voice and how many degrees his smile needed to go up when he was teasing.
Next, I went in peacefully with Zain and got divorce papers.
I didn’t even understand why I was getting it, let alone why Yeats didn’t keep me. Do marriages really have to be united because they don’t understand and separated because they do?
As I walked out of the civil office, my eyes reddened and I looked down at the divorce papers in my hand, I wanted to slap myself so badly so I could wake up, what the hell was I doing?
Bend over to Zain, say a couple of sweet words, coax the man, and everything will be fine.
This dead temper of mine, this pride, makes me hard-headed enough to swallow the bitterness in my stomach.
“Where are you going, I’ll drive you.” Zain’s voice sounded behind me, and I tilted my head up, misting back as much water as I could from my eyes, and after calming my emotions, I turned to look at him.
“No, what’s there to give away, I’ve got a job to find, and maybe a place to celebrate my own return to singleness and a good drink.” I smiled dashingly, my words trailing off, and I immediately disappeared in front of Zain while I still had a bit of backbone.
I couldn’t stop the tears from flowing the whole time I was in the taxi.
I didn’t go home, I looked everywhere for a job, I ran into walls everywhere, and when night fell, I walked into the bar, that brightly lit, noisy, noisy place, I sat on the bar, smelled the pungent smoke, ordered a dozen drinks, and drank from start to finish.
I never knew I was so capable of drinking, I wanted to numb my nerves, but I didn’t expect to be filled with the image of that jerk Zain.
I wanted to get drunk, but I just couldn’t, and my head was a little heavy against my hands as I watched the various men and women around me go back and forth.
“Cynthia Mo?” Suddenly a tall, slender man next to me peeks over, looks at me, and calls my name.
I squinted in confusion.
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